Jun 06, 2005 18:12
all i have to say is..
i dont know why this is all happening & i really dont know whats going on.. each time someone dies it feels like it hurts and bothers me MORE AND MORE!!!
yeah Erin Slane... SLANE!!! erin!! died yesterday ..my cousin woke me up at 12:15 and told me i really didnt believe it ..its still kinda hard for me it feels like he just moved away or sumthing and im gunna see him soon! but hes gone hes really gone.. it just hasnt hit me fully! but i guess it has hit katie shes been crying a lot and she found sum hats we took from him when we all used to be really tight back in the day LOL.. and im scared for my brother ive been thinking about him alot erin basically lived with us my bro helped him out alot too.. and it seems like just yesterday i saw him in my house and was smokin a ciggarette with him :/ its so wierd how things happen but yeah i guess everything happens for a reason..
im kind of scared to see whats gunna happen next.. shit has been very hard lately!! im so confused................
???? ill update more about this later