Fuck a monkey backwards!
So some of you may know that I have been expecting a litter of kittens. I just wanted to say Cali went into labor last night around 8pm.. yet she got nothing in return. I took her to the vet this morning and had X-rays done. Sadly she has only one baby and we don't know if s/he is alive or not (lets pray it is). They're going to try induce labor today and if that doesn't work she has to get surgery tonight to try to save her life and try to save the life of the baby. So can anyone say "Major melt down". I've been so extremely stressed lately and I don't know what to do. My nerves are completely shot, I have been literally shaking for the past couple of days. Plus my cell phone got shut off and I don't know when I'm going to be able to get it turned back on since Cali's stuff is going to cost over a grand if she does need the surgery. If I lose my baby girl I think i'll die. This is way too much for me to handle in just a few days.