Jul 12, 2006 18:22
Hey biitchess!*
What's up?!*Nothn much here settiin wiith Jayme*,Randy*, && Justiin* && waiitiin on my ass for a friiend Cameron* to call me bck!* Well I neva update my liivejournal n/e more that's only because I have myspace && I liike iit betta than I do n/e thiing else cuz iit's fun I guess!*Well lot's has been goiin on here lately well CamEroN* && I have come to thiis that we're just gonna be friiend's && I guess I'm gonna just liive wiith that I mean he wants to be wiith Beth* && I have to deal wiith that on my own tiime..I kno iit's odd thiis iis tha 1st tiime I've gave up on somethiing that I've wanted but I mean Cameron* asked me to stop && to just waiit && be hiis friiend for now && so I guess that's what I'm gonna do Idk && Idc n/e more I mean I'm just out to make CamEroN* happii not n/e bodii else!*But I mean he's gonna be bonded to me for liife no matta what or who!*Well Morgan* came && spend 7th-1oth wiith me && I do beliieve we had a kiick ass tiime well I diid I miiss er* so much && I hate that she dn't liive here anymore..Well n/e way's Randy*,Riicky*, && Justiin* stayed wiith me && Morgan* on Sunday niight..Well n/e ways on Friiday* Jayme*,Morgan*, && I all went to tha moviie's iin Coeburn to watch Cliick* && I liiked iit,iit was awesome I mean I had fun cuz I was haviin grls day out && iit was fun cuz I dn't get to hang wiith eiither of em* to much n/e more so I had a gr8* tiime...Well I've got to tlk to CanaAn* more lately && well that makes me so happii cuz I mean at least we're friiends && iit's just so wonderful...Well I guess everythiing iis gonna work out tha way I want em* to I mean everythiing iis kiinda dwn hiill riight now but I'm sure thiing's wiill get bck up!*Well Jayme* spend tha niight wiith me last niight && Randy* && Justiin* diid also && god I dn't thiink I've laughed so much at em* there so freakiin funnii..lol..Yal iit was just one of them you had to be there..lol..So iit was fun tho.!*I mean I guess when ur wiith us you'll have a kiick ass tiime well sure you would u would be wiith us liike I saiid..lol..!*Well n/e way's I guess that everythiing iis gonna work out tha riight way!*
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-CamEroN*-Hey darliin' well we're just friiend's && I guess I'll liive wiith that && move on..I mean I'm tryiing really hard to do all of thiis by myself && I really hope that you reliize that I'm really tha one that loves you cuz I'm tha only one who can love you darliin'..But best of luck iin everythiing you do..I'm alway's here for you no matta what or who..I Love U..
Adriienne*-We haven't really tlkd alot n/e more && I dn't kno what's up wiith us cuz thiis really sux..But I'm miissiing you liike crazii && I really hope we get to tlk soon..I Love U Grl..
Jayme*-Well I guess we're haviin a good tiime we haven't got to hang out iin along tiime..But I'm sure everythiing wiill get bck tha way we want em* too..I Luve U..
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I WAS JUST A MARK 0N Y0UR BEDP0ST.
BUT Y0U WERE JUST A LiNE iN A S0NG.
Her smile turned fake
her laugh covered up the tears
its all too much for her to take
Youre immature
And cocky too
But I find myself
In love with you
Why do you keep playen with me and her ? can't you just choose ? or do you even want either of us ?
I fell in love with you..
but you traded me for her..
i cryed so much,
i could've filled a lake.
i am not going to stand in a line
to get your love anymore..
He thinks ive moved on, and he thinks ive forgot about him..but what he doesn’t know is that behind all these fake smiles and stupid lies..hes left me bleeding and broken
I hate the way you can push me to my limits with the things you do...And then you know just the right time to say something sweet to make me fall in love all over again. And I forget every little reason I was mad
You know you can call me day or night, and even if you wake me up to tell me something you think is dumb, I really do care...and hearing your voice is the best way to wake up.
Everyone always says if someone is in your head maybe they are suppose to be there well my ex hasnt ever left my head but hes off getting on other girls and could care less about me does that mean hes still suppose to be there?!?!
You said you loved me
You said you wouldnt hurt me
You said she was just your friend
You said all of these things to her too.
You said you were sorry
You said you never meant to hurt me
You say alot of things i just dont care ne more
Tears are the best make-up remover...
The 2 things that will break my heart is...1) Gettin lied to....and 2)Gettin cheated on! So you said you wouldn't do that...but you cheated on me and lied bout it...so my heart is torn into
I can guarantee that
[i'm not perfect ]
but [i'm certainly worth it]
The way he looked at you..
the way he smiled at you..
the way he made you laugh..
yeah you thought it was love, who wouldn't?
But in the end ur just friends
stupid nicknames for each other
hugs from behind, late night talks
holding hands under the stars
laughing until our sides hurt
no... we're just friends
We fall to the ground laughing ;;
almost peeing our pants - - - we
sing into our hairbrushes and '*'
take retarded pictures ; we love
waving to random people in the'
car and we walk around like we'
own the place but HEY thats just
who we are
They`re the perfect couple;
he lies & she believes
Remember when we first met?
we laughed and smiled together.
it was a perfect moment
and we didn't even know each other
I`m a mess & my room usually is too.
i laugh at the stupidest things, and say the
wrong thing at the wrong times. i cry for
no reason. sometimes i get mad easily.
but i`m just me & thats all i can be.
You say you love me, but your actions prove another thing
Look at me and see what you're losing faster than you can blink
::Break her heart,
Tear her apart..
Tell her you don't need her,
You don't want her.
Tell her you lied to her the whole time,
Cheated on her.. Make her cry..
Your good at that remember::
**L~o~V~e does exist...just look up in the sky....
The 1 up there L~O~V~E~S u most,
N his l~o~v~e doesnt hurt...
U should get to know him..**
I hope youre happy with her..cause i sure am not.
It's amazing how one day, he'll be there as a friend, the next he's there as a lover, and then, he's gone forever
ITS .OK. iF YOU HATE ME
i'D BE JEALOUS TOO
iF i WAS ::YOU::
Can you pinkie promise me
that whatever you do with her;
you wont ever leave my side
through thick && thin
promise me, we'll be friends forever
-if i was "the best ever" what was she?-
I think im in love...heart[b.r.e.a.k.e.r] u got the best of me but i just[k.e.e.p]on coming back excessivly oo did u have to[p.l.a.y]ur game on me I shud have[k.n.o.w.n]right from the[s.t.a.r.t]...u'd come nd [b.r.e.a.k]my[H.E.A.R.T]
You treat me like crap, total dirt... and then you expect me to smile and not be hurt?
;;_[[She H.a.t.e.s The- [F]act That She W o u l d Die For You &&& Y/O/U Love It...___?
H3ARTBROK3N...doesnt even begin to descrive how she felt the moment he said "i liek you asa a friend and nothing more
I'm Not Your D.r.e.a.m.g.i.r.l
I'm Your F**king (( Nightmare ))
Some Hearts Are Broken && Mended
Others Are Shattered && Torn.
Although It Was N.e.v.e.r Intended
For Love Is Eternally Sworn.
I've Cried && Begged && Pleaded
For That Love To Hold It's Ground.
Hope Is All I Needed && Pain Is All I Found
One day i'm going to look back on today &
realize how stupid of a teenager i was. How
shallow people could be & i'm going to realize
that if i could do it all over again ; i'd make
the same choices cus come to think of it ;
i've learned alot..
I wanna be the one hes up all night
thinkin' about & I wanna be the one.
hes tellin his boys "I think I love her
And you can come over we can watch a scary movie and take stupid pictures and fall asleep together on my couch. Because you are my everything and all that I am is yours. It's a promise, baby.
F**king people do they not know when theyve hurt someone enough
GuNnA m.a.k.e every h e a d WANNA [turn]...
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Well I guess that's all for riight now && I'll update agaiin another day so just leave me lots of cmnt's && I'll do tha same for yal!*
I Love You,
Laken*
--i miiss em* so much--