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Yesterday seemed to dragg on continously. Like there was no end to the firey, buring, agonizing place I have to reside to called "work". There was nothing to do, no one to chit chat with and no speeding up for the clock. Today may seem to be the same as well. I am volunteering now at the Humaine Society on the weekends now. I have my first day of orientation this afternoon at 4:00. I think that I will like the chance to play and take care of the little homeless kittys and puppies that I will be working with. The only down side, is the ones that do not get adopted, and unfortunately, get put down. This thought use to make me very gloomy to think about. That was until I have a better vision come into my head.. Yes, I will eventually have to come across that one of my favorite cats or dogs will be put asleep, but the fact that I could go in there, walk or play with them while they awaited adoption, or other.. And show them love and care their last few days, makes all the difference. I could never prepare for the ones I really care for to be put down, and I probubly will cry alot, but the ones I still have to care for will make it easier to move on. I kinda look at it like a hospice care facility. Give them the best of love and life as you can, and let them enjoy what is left of it. I may even be able to save an animal by getting them use to being around people and trusting them, which could make them easier for adoption. I think I really want to work in the adoption area. But I guess I will go wherever I can. Someday I hope to be able to work at the Humaine Society as a animal cruelity investigator. And this would be a great chance to get my foot in the door. I hope this works out for me.
And yes. things with me and Ray are okay again. I just htink we get a little sick of each other sometimes. Which is normal for people who live together. I remember being sick of my brother living at home my entire life.. It comes and goes. But all in all, I really love Ray or I don't think I would put up with so much of his bullshit, and vice versa. I could definately see myself with him for a LONG time.
Well, I gotta jet out. Eat some lunch..
And yes. things with me and Ray are okay again. I just htink we get a little sick of each other sometimes. Which is normal for people who live together. I remember being sick of my brother living at home my entire life.. It comes and goes. But all in all, I really love Ray or I don't think I would put up with so much of his bullshit, and vice versa. I could definately see myself with him for a LONG time.
Well, I gotta jet out. Eat some lunch..