I've seen the light
It has finally happened. I have finally figured out where I am in as far as "standing" in my life. And I think it will make me a better person. I am done with friendships, and all of the bullshit that goes along with it. I am tired of being everybody elses friend,a nd just getting shit on in return. For example, this is what has totally pushed me off the cliff of reality. For the past 6 or 7 months, I have completly wanted nothing more than to spend some one-on-one quality time with Charity. And just Charity. No Charity and Mr. Fuckin cotrol freek Todd. Just me and her. But she can NEVER spare just one frrekin afternoon to spend with me, hanging out, like old times. Or even to just go see a movie. It is always, well, me and him...blah blah blah.. So I can't hang out with you today because he...blah blah bah. She never even returns my phone calls either. But this weekend is her 21st birthday, and now she calls me to come out and hang out. Yeah. I don't think so. She never wants to tear herself away from Todd for 2 seconds (not even to talk to me on the phone) or even return a phone call, but now that it is time to buy her drinks for her 21st, she wants to be my best friend. FUCK HER!! Then I get a house, and she won't even take the time to come over and see it, or even pretend to be happy for me.