Oct 27, 2004 14:18
So Jake and I broke up! I hate this! I really liked him! We were getting along great! God damn different lives, it really sucks, and the fact that he still likes me and still cares about me makes it even harder! If we would of had a bad break up then I could be all pissed off and say hes an ass, and just be mad, but we didn't hes still sweet, and i still care about him! It really sucks, and its so frustrating! I am done with guys for awhile! I only get hurt in the end! I just want to be done with this whole dating scene, be in my 20's and be done dating, and just get married!
Lets talk this over, its not like were dead!
Was it something I did, was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging in a city so dead,
held up so high on such a breakable thread!
You were all the things I thought I knew, and I thought we could be!
You were everything, everything that I wanted, we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it!
All the memories so close to me just fade away!
All this time you were pretending!
So much for my happy ending!