In California and going home tomorrow
So for almost the past week, I have been in California. It has been definetly an adventure. Jesse and I spent about 5 1/2 hours in the car together and suprisingly enough we did not kill each other, we laughed, we cried, we learned about each others lives and what makes us tick, and tomorrow we have another 5 1/2 hours together. So while here, I have learned alot about Matt, that I think I knew but never saw. Its ok for him to smoke weed and cigarettes, and drink all the time. But heaven forbid I ever do anything! In reality I know he is watching out for me and is playing the normal "big brother" role. *Although hes not really my big brother.* Anyways I got to go to Disneyland that was the shit! I love it there, I have never been before, and I could honestly live there forever and be totally content. While here I experience Hanukkah (splg.?) dinner, that was interesting, the food was ok. New Years was not the best, spent it with Matt obviously and his friends. His friends had some interesting things to say once they were drunk, they all think that Matt and I are more then just friends, that we are sleeping together, but are hush hush about it because I'm 17 and Illegal. Yeah thats the biggest crock of shit I have heard in my life. Whatever I would say they were convinced and nothing could change their minds, whatever its not like I am going to see them again. So I am ready to go home, ready to go back to my normal life. Ready to not have someone looking over my shoulder 24/7, ready to lecture me about something that I did or didn't do! I love Matt to death, but he definetly plays the big brother role well, almost too well. I am ready to go back to school, ready to see my friends. This post has almost no point to it, but for some reason I felt the need to write about my trip. I have alot to say but can't find words to say it, maybe I am just to the point of exhaustion right now, and can hardly see straight. Being with Matt has meant getting almost absolutely no sleep because were out until 4 am and then I am up early, cuz I can't sleep in very late at other peoples houses. Anyways I guess I will see everyone at school on Monday, luv to you all!