Another eventful weekend in prescott!!!!

[sweetpea86301]

Oh boy...so basically to sum the weekend up....I scratched my back up really bad, because I fell off of the back of caseys car rolled down a hill, and then later that night I fell into a bush, oh and laid in a cactus. Aaron rolled his Jeep about 5 minutes after he dropped Me, Jesse, and Mike off at my house. Britney was medavaced to Phoenix (

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[anonymous]

Alright...i know this is a little late but i've just been reading some of your past entries....and this nick guy?? what an asshole! But sweety...honestly...i know how it is. i wish i could tell you who i was but i think i would die of embarrassment after i tell you this story so here goes.....i went out with this guy for like 2 years...we were honestly the perfect couple....we spent every waking moment together. Gosh...i wish it stayed like that. Things started to go downhill after i told him that i was switching schools. He kept telling me i needed to run away and be with him. He would yell and scream at the top of his lungs at me. I really was scared of him. But the saddest part about it was the fact that everything i did...everything i thought of....revolved around him. I couldn't get away. So i took it all...he called me a slut...a whore...a bitch...so many worse names...and it hurts huh?? but you don't want to leave becuz they have made you feel like no one else in the world will love you. AND you love the way being "loved" feels. So i stayed with him. Bad move on my part. He eventually started to get so mad at me....he would hit me. He pushed me down a flight of stairs and smacked me a few times. Why didn't i just leave him then?? becuz i felt likee there was nobody else out there that would love me as much as him. So when i moved schools...we kept talking but of course he cheated on me with a couple of stupid hoes...so after a while....i finally gave up. But he would call me all the time and tell me that i was cheating on him and i was being a hoe and crap like that even though i would never have even thought about cheating on him. So we broke up in february right before our one year. We kept talking but not as often and he just continued to make me feel like shit every time i talked to him. So then in april when i came to visit....he did the unthinkable....it's like a movie...i never thought he would have stooped this low. He raped me. I told him no and i told him no. But he kept going. What was i supposed to do? i had bruises the next day from it. That f@#$ing bastard! Seriously caitlyn...i never thought it would happen to me...it did.....sweet innocent little me...well things are definitely different now....the doctors thought i was pregnant for the longest time and thank God i wasn't. But the moral of the story is GET AWAY from HIM!!!! go so fast!! seriously never look back.....there is life after him and yes it hurts and i promise that things will not heal after a few days...i still have not gotten over him. But you are so much better off with out a creep like him. He does not deserve you....Gosh Cait..you are gorgeous and i have always been so jealous of you cuz all the guys have always wanted you. I wish you could see what everyone else does! Maybe then you would realize that he's not worth it. I know you gave your all to him and that was my problem too...he's your first "real" love and always will be...unfortunately....but just becuz he consumes your past and present thoughts....doesn't mean he needs to consume your future. There are so many people who love you and i hope that you make the right choice and stick with it. That's the hard part. So I think i've written enuf so i just wanted to let you know that i love you so very much and that everyone does...and if they don't...well..that's their problem right??? So i'd say goodbye to Nick...hello other very hott guys that will soon like Caitlyn when they find out that she is single!!! hehe....so i hope maybe this helped...i love you sweety!

To anonymous

[sweetpea86301]

Sweetie...I wish I knew who you were....Thank you so much for your advice, I am not with Nick anymore....I am trying to move on...and its slowly working, a part of me misses him really bad, I want to thank you for sharing your story with me, and I understand why you posted as an anonymous user....if you ever feel like telling me who you are...you can always e-mail be at baby_girl721@yahoo.com thank you so much for the advice...I'm glad you are away from that ass. Sounds like you are doing a lot better now.