I really should be studying right now....
... but I figured I could take a few moments to update this thing.
Yesterday I was supposed to work from 3-11 as always, but then Stephanie called me on Friday night asking me if I could work in the morning instead. I jumped at that because I was supposed to meet up with Melissa and Faith last night... Well, something came up with Melissa so we had to postpone. I spent the remainder of the day trying to figure out what to do and whatnot. It was pretty depressing :-P... So finally after everyone I was talking to online left I decided that I wasn't gonna be lame and sit at home. I called Brad to see what he was up to, and turns out he was in the Shores doing laundry... So he picked me up around 8:30 or so and we drove to Jake's so that Brad could pick up his DJ equipment. While they were doing that I sat and talked to Marc for a bit... We stayed there for a short while then left. Brad was supposed to go see Pirates of the Caribbean with Jen and Bryan, but neither one of us really wanted to go. So we decided that we were gonna go to Windsor and wait for them to get out of the movie and have them meet us there or something... Well they didn't want to do that, so Brad and I were going to go anyway... As we're leaving Brad says he is tired and doesn't really want to go... So I left so he could rest....
Mike had called me a bit before that, so I called him back to see what he was up to. He met me at Blossom Heath and we just talked for a couple hours. We walked down by the water and watched the geese and ducks... I hate the awkwardness between us. Its flipping lame. I hate having a one-sided conversation... Anyway. He showed me pictures from his trip to Holland. Very nice. He always gave me a scarf with matching gloves and a postcard from when he went. The scarf is bad ass. Its brown and orange and big. I love it.
He had to work at 7 this morning so he left... Drunk Kevin was texting me all throughout this time. So finally we decided to hang out even though it was ridiculously late. It was a good time though. I finished his alcohol and whatnot... Then we looked at his book collection and at his old yearbooks.. tee hee. 'twas silly.
Mom wants me out of the house. So hopefully getting an apartment with Katy K will happen real soon. We just aren't getting along at all. I hate going home and its a real shame. My mom used to be my best friend. Now we can't have a civilized conversation.... I know its my fault, but I just wish she could give me a break once in a while. I'm really trying to get my life together and work my shit out... She makes me feel crappy about myself... My dad hasn't been so bad.. We're getting along much better than we used to. I think once I move out we can work on our relationships. I know when I was living in the dorms during fall semester, we got along swimmingly. Once I moved back in it was all- bitch bitch bitch. I can't think when I'm at home... That is why I spend a lot of time alone at Blossom Heath.... Its peaceful, and I can be alone with my thoughts...
On top of all that, I am really worried about school and stuff. I love the class, but I am such a shitty test-taker. I really need to do well this time. I'm doing pretty well in the lab.... Lecture needs work... I have major bouts of ADD when I'm in class.
PS- I forgot how much I like Silverchair...
I'm at work now. I'm so tired today... I actually dozed off on the couch in the front room with my lab manual in my hand... Some guy came to the door too and saw me sleeping... I'm such a douche. Whatever. I don't CURR. I work tonight and tomorrow night them I'm off till Friday... YAY.. But I work a double shift Friday and Saturday 3pm-7am both days.... I'm gonna want to die by the end of the weekend. Although I don't really mind working those shifts together. Unless something BA is going on at night and I have to miss it... I'm really tempted to take a whole weekend off for no reason.... People might kill me though... and I'm already taking the weekend off in August for Lollapalooza (26 days!!!!!) I'm gonna see if I can take a Friday night or Saturday off though so I can at least have one night to do stuff at a decent time.. Fuck. I'll work mornings if I have to. OH! and Stephanie starts classes next month and wants to work part time... That means I'll move up to full time permanently!!!! I effing need that money too! Especially if I plan on moving out in the next couple months.
I guess that is all for now... Hang out with me on my days off next week!!!!!
Ti amo Cocksuckas!
Yesterday I was supposed to work from 3-11 as always, but then Stephanie called me on Friday night asking me if I could work in the morning instead. I jumped at that because I was supposed to meet up with Melissa and Faith last night... Well, something came up with Melissa so we had to postpone. I spent the remainder of the day trying to figure out what to do and whatnot. It was pretty depressing :-P... So finally after everyone I was talking to online left I decided that I wasn't gonna be lame and sit at home. I called Brad to see what he was up to, and turns out he was in the Shores doing laundry... So he picked me up around 8:30 or so and we drove to Jake's so that Brad could pick up his DJ equipment. While they were doing that I sat and talked to Marc for a bit... We stayed there for a short while then left. Brad was supposed to go see Pirates of the Caribbean with Jen and Bryan, but neither one of us really wanted to go. So we decided that we were gonna go to Windsor and wait for them to get out of the movie and have them meet us there or something... Well they didn't want to do that, so Brad and I were going to go anyway... As we're leaving Brad says he is tired and doesn't really want to go... So I left so he could rest....
Mike had called me a bit before that, so I called him back to see what he was up to. He met me at Blossom Heath and we just talked for a couple hours. We walked down by the water and watched the geese and ducks... I hate the awkwardness between us. Its flipping lame. I hate having a one-sided conversation... Anyway. He showed me pictures from his trip to Holland. Very nice. He always gave me a scarf with matching gloves and a postcard from when he went. The scarf is bad ass. Its brown and orange and big. I love it.
He had to work at 7 this morning so he left... Drunk Kevin was texting me all throughout this time. So finally we decided to hang out even though it was ridiculously late. It was a good time though. I finished his alcohol and whatnot... Then we looked at his book collection and at his old yearbooks.. tee hee. 'twas silly.
Mom wants me out of the house. So hopefully getting an apartment with Katy K will happen real soon. We just aren't getting along at all. I hate going home and its a real shame. My mom used to be my best friend. Now we can't have a civilized conversation.... I know its my fault, but I just wish she could give me a break once in a while. I'm really trying to get my life together and work my shit out... She makes me feel crappy about myself... My dad hasn't been so bad.. We're getting along much better than we used to. I think once I move out we can work on our relationships. I know when I was living in the dorms during fall semester, we got along swimmingly. Once I moved back in it was all- bitch bitch bitch. I can't think when I'm at home... That is why I spend a lot of time alone at Blossom Heath.... Its peaceful, and I can be alone with my thoughts...
On top of all that, I am really worried about school and stuff. I love the class, but I am such a shitty test-taker. I really need to do well this time. I'm doing pretty well in the lab.... Lecture needs work... I have major bouts of ADD when I'm in class.
PS- I forgot how much I like Silverchair...
I'm at work now. I'm so tired today... I actually dozed off on the couch in the front room with my lab manual in my hand... Some guy came to the door too and saw me sleeping... I'm such a douche. Whatever. I don't CURR. I work tonight and tomorrow night them I'm off till Friday... YAY.. But I work a double shift Friday and Saturday 3pm-7am both days.... I'm gonna want to die by the end of the weekend. Although I don't really mind working those shifts together. Unless something BA is going on at night and I have to miss it... I'm really tempted to take a whole weekend off for no reason.... People might kill me though... and I'm already taking the weekend off in August for Lollapalooza (26 days!!!!!) I'm gonna see if I can take a Friday night or Saturday off though so I can at least have one night to do stuff at a decent time.. Fuck. I'll work mornings if I have to. OH! and Stephanie starts classes next month and wants to work part time... That means I'll move up to full time permanently!!!! I effing need that money too! Especially if I plan on moving out in the next couple months.
I guess that is all for now... Hang out with me on my days off next week!!!!!
Ti amo Cocksuckas!