so much going on...

Jan 07, 2005 17:18

as i was sitting here trying to gather my thoughts on where to begin orion popped his head in my office and gave me another suggestion on how to keep myself busy at work. to many it may seem dumb that i cant keep busy. well you see, there is a little issue with that. i come in at 12. my program doesnt start till 230. what to do for 2.5 hours every day? well there are case families to visit and lessons to plan and things but every day for 2.5 hrs? there are times i find myself sitting in my office staring at the wall or playing solitare on the computer. it always seems that everyone else is always so busy doing something, except me. granted it may just still be that im new, but either way it sucks. so that is my mission over the next few days: to find something, some project or something to keep myself busy.
moving on...it has been since december 26th that i have been without my best friend. he moved to florida for school with 3 of our other friends and it sucks. he is one of my best friends and we have never been away from eachother for that long. its weird. the other night pete, me and kim went to bull and bear for a few drinks and as we were sitting there pete turns to me and says "this is the first time we have ever been here without brian." that made me sad. but pete, me and kim are going to take a trip to florida in march. march 18th i believe. im excited and i know they are too. every time i talk to brian or doug or mark (the other roommmates) they always ask when we are coming and tell us we need to get down there soon. i cant wait.
tonight is chris clary's "going back party" as they are calling it. hes going back to kingston canada to go to school. the semesters start so much earlier there than they do in the states. we had brian,mark and doug's going away party the 26th at BVP and it was a crazy, insanely good time and i wish we could do it again(without the saying goodbye and leaving part).now it is january 7th and we are returning to BVP yet again to say good bye to another member of the crew.poor pete. he will be so sad with out them. i will be too. i think everyone will be.it seems that lately the only reason people are going to BVP is to say goodbye to someone. oh well, i guess thats part of growing up.
ive been hanging out with meghan again lately. weird, but definetly a good time. i realized that i miss her and i enjoy the fun times we have together. for a while we didnt hang out at all and everyone thought that we were mad at eachother or something stupid, but when in all reality, there was nothing at all. people talk and things start and people assume that people arent speaking or whatever, but that isnt the case. ive learned one thing and its definetly holding true now:DONT ASSUME ANYTHING!!!!

im sitting in my office and the rest of the building is very quiet. i think its just me and orlando the spanish speaking custodian. hes a sweet old man who cant speak much english, but genuinely a nice guy. but as i ramble on i realize that i still need to finish a case file nad go home! its friday and i definetly do not want to spend the rest of my night st CYO.
plus i have a party to get ready for!!!!
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