the times...
today's been weird... Somethings changed, but I don't know what... Don't understand what's happening... Scared of the unknown... scared of more but I don't want any one to know what of... won't let you hold me back... don't know how to tell friends I don't agree... hiding my oppinion... Don't see how you can say your so happy... you never say the positive things you write... had something to look forward to... Reminded of what might still be... Discouraged...Don't understand how you still know what you know... annoyed easily... Rarely forgive someone twice... know I shouldn't make an exception, but might any way... know to trust myself... but still don't know what to do... Illusions filling my head... my heart full of false hope... hidden hope... Hope of something I didn't think I wanted... mixed emotions...clouded concence... anxious...confused... missing my best friend... still annoyed...just need out...
If you think you understand this entry trust me you don't... No one will... No one cares to listen enough... and the only one who did is gone...
If you think you understand this entry trust me you don't... No one will... No one cares to listen enough... and the only one who did is gone...