I'm sick of the bullshit...
I thought I had friends, yeah you know those people I've trusted for the last let's say 4 years, but lately I've realized that unless it's convinent for them the don't bother to care. Why is it that I spend most my time caring about people who will never care back. I know I cut myself out of a lot of things, but I needed my time away, I needed time to myself, but you know what, I'm over that now, and I'm happy with things, I just want a social life back... I don't want to spend all my time at work now, and I don't want those friends cut out of my life forever. I miss them, but I feel like the second I quit be there every second they quit caring. I'm just scared that they don't trust me any more, cause I quit talking to them with out reason, and I think that some one else could have given them the wrong impression, just know that i love you guys and I miss you...