alright...
So I come home and everything is great, but any conversation I have had with anybody he comes up... I really don't want to think about him at all, and I don't really care to know what is going on in his life but some how I know a whole lot of what he is up to. I don't understand why either. Why do I need to know this, is it just supposed to show me how much I miss him, Well yeah I miss him, but I also promised to stay out of his life. Anyways I miss the guy he was, not the guy he is now. Hearing so much about him causes me to worry, there are somethings that I have bad feelings about, but I guess I don't know the full details any more so I don't know if I can go off my feelings, this whole summer is just seeming like dashavu. Things are just happening too much like they did last year, and that is really bugging me. I don't know if I want things to end up the same way, but at the same time I'm scared they won't.