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Well life is really confusing right now. Okay basically what happened was one night I went to this kegger with Dave and all his friends...well that same night I was supposed to go hang out with Shaun and Heather and Eric since I hadnt seen em since the previous semester...well anyways. So then like I come over to this thing and like I was hanging with Heather and everybody and I had been drinking...alot. Well so then I get this phone call and Dave is drunk as shit, Shauns like come back over later, and Im like cool. Well so then I go back to college suites, and I go and get Dave...Dave is drunk as shit and seems to think that he is gonna starve to death...well anyways. So we go to Dennys, and oh my lord it was hilarious. I had to order Daves food for him, and he harmed it man. He was like passed out on my shoulder, and then the food showed up and it was GONE lol. Well so anyways then later on Im like well I gotta go talk to Shaun real quick...sit in the car. Well so I go in there, and me and Shaun had like this heart to heart and he yano said he really cared about me and all this...well so I was like ok...break up with Dave...but then the more I thought about it, the more I realized that I really care about Dave...and like...so somehow I broke up with Dave, hung out with Shaun, but I was like, i care about Dave...so then like I sort of got back with Dave. Well then like it had been on facebook for like two days...and Shaun being a computer nerd, I figured he would know. Well then Thursday he calls me and hes like well are we still going to Pepper's and Im like sure why not...we had an awesome time. Then when we were leaving Shaun tried to hug me and be like all sweet and I was like,"Thanks for dinner buddy" and he goes well uh no dont call me that. So then Im like, Im with Dave...well then he makes this like ultimatem or however u spell that and i had to pick. Well anyways, I ended up hanging with Dave that night (no sex or nethin daves not a whore) and anyways like, I left the next morning and I needed to sort out my head and I probably went to the wrong place...I went to Shauns. So then somehow I ended up going back with Shaun...well then like yesterday me and Dave were talking and like I seriously missed him, and yano I dunno maybe I do require a lot of attention, and I do like cuddling all the time, and I do like partying my ass off, and Dave can give me all this....Shaun can't. Shaun seems to think that I should settle down and be his little pet around whenever he has time for me. But yano I did used to love Shaun...and he is like my best friend...wtf am I supposed to do....like Shaun is gonna run back to Louisville in a year, and Im still gonna have two more years left...and hes going back this summer, and I dont know...I really don't trust him....I mean how many times have I been hurt now. I just want to go back to Louisville and forget all of this shit. Like I was really happy with Dave...but then the Shaun thing happened, and Ive went back and forth, and I havent been being a whore or anything...but like I dunno...I need to pick one, and cut the other one off....