Spring Break comes to an end
Well..it has been a while. Spring break has been ok, but the last thing I want to do is go back to school. These next few weeks are gonna be soo busy..actually the rest of the year is gonna be busy. Oh well! I'm sure I can handle it, I always do.
I just don't understand why things have to be so hard. Why do I not know what to do? Why can't I make a damn decision. I'm always in control of everything in my life..so why can't I take control of this? I hate this. I hate it soo bad. I feel like I am about to explode and I just want to cry so bad..but I have shed too many tears already over this. I'm trying to stay strong, but it's not exactly going well.
Why! Why! WHHHHYYYYY!!!!!???
Ahhh. The only person that can make me happy is myself. I know that, and I know that I will be ok eventually with whatever happens.
But something is gonna have to happen soon..and thats whats so scary.
I just don't understand why things have to be so hard. Why do I not know what to do? Why can't I make a damn decision. I'm always in control of everything in my life..so why can't I take control of this? I hate this. I hate it soo bad. I feel like I am about to explode and I just want to cry so bad..but I have shed too many tears already over this. I'm trying to stay strong, but it's not exactly going well.
Why! Why! WHHHHYYYYY!!!!!???
Ahhh. The only person that can make me happy is myself. I know that, and I know that I will be ok eventually with whatever happens.
But something is gonna have to happen soon..and thats whats so scary.