and if you see my reflection.
it is almost the end of november. sometimes it feels like november is nonexistent. it comes and goes so fast.
there were some snow flurries yesterday, and they made me smile.
i can't honestly even believe that we start thanksgiving break tomorrow.
this year. it's unfathomable. god... it's just flying.
i guess it's good that i'm at least noticing it.
somedays, i'll be sitting in class, or at night when i can't fall aleep, and i count.
i count, because when you're couting everything seems super slow. either that, or i'll watch the clock. things slow down when you watch the clock. even if it has to be the boring, un exciting moments of life, at least i can feel like i'm slowing something down.
you know, personally, and in 'general', this year has been extermely mellow.
there have been few problems and not a lot going on. which is actually, very contradicting to what i should be saying, being as starting new relationships usually is an unsettled time... but it's not, not at all.
it makes me happy.
mellow is nice.
and although the year is passing quickly, college still seems like a million years off, instead of just nine months. i don't want to make that decison. i feel like i am much to uninformed, and lack that sort of control over my life. i wish someone, someone very educated, informed, unbiased and wise, would tell me what to do.
but no one i know seems to meet that criteria. they all lack something.
*sigh*
it is still a long ways off. and i'd just prefer to be happy, at the moment, thank you.
so i will be.
i have had the hiccups three times today.
lovely.
there were some snow flurries yesterday, and they made me smile.
i can't honestly even believe that we start thanksgiving break tomorrow.
this year. it's unfathomable. god... it's just flying.
i guess it's good that i'm at least noticing it.
somedays, i'll be sitting in class, or at night when i can't fall aleep, and i count.
i count, because when you're couting everything seems super slow. either that, or i'll watch the clock. things slow down when you watch the clock. even if it has to be the boring, un exciting moments of life, at least i can feel like i'm slowing something down.
you know, personally, and in 'general', this year has been extermely mellow.
there have been few problems and not a lot going on. which is actually, very contradicting to what i should be saying, being as starting new relationships usually is an unsettled time... but it's not, not at all.
it makes me happy.
mellow is nice.
and although the year is passing quickly, college still seems like a million years off, instead of just nine months. i don't want to make that decison. i feel like i am much to uninformed, and lack that sort of control over my life. i wish someone, someone very educated, informed, unbiased and wise, would tell me what to do.
but no one i know seems to meet that criteria. they all lack something.
*sigh*
it is still a long ways off. and i'd just prefer to be happy, at the moment, thank you.
so i will be.
i have had the hiccups three times today.
lovely.