I'm on the fucking edge right now.
I dont know what to do. Lately I keep getting the feeling that something is going on that I don't know about...like people are plotting against me and like someone has spread some terrible roumor about me. Everything I do and everything I am is so innocent in my eyes. That makes these feelings so much more intense. Not just that, but sometimes I just feel like time is flying by me. Like the end is near. Now im stoned so I cant concentrate. So...I guess I cant really explain this now.