My Mind changes to much.............

[sweetonu]

Mabye that girl who sent me that comment is right mabye i complain to much or that i jump from likin one guy to the next. But mabye its cause i think im in love but im really not and mabye i never really have been. And my friend from church was talkin to me and she was like ever since u started talkin to Nate i saw you fallin away from god......and i kinda just blew it off and then it made me realize "What am i doing"....this is not me im tryin to be some girl i never was to impress a stupid guy. I had to pretend like i didnt like god.....and that i was still into things my old life pursued!!! and im not that person anymore ive changed and then wat do u kno as soon as i told myself i couldnt like Nate anymore....that wed. i kid from church asked me out and now we have together for 2 days and his name is Nico! I just wanna pray for our relationship that we grow to trust each other and learn about god together.........
Im goin to rent some movies so ill write later
Love Britney