Nothing is good enough.
I like Minus the Bear a lot.
I think I could honestly listen to them all day.... every fucking day!
But then I'd get tired of them...
No one wants that to happen... so I'll chill back.
Work today at 530. I need money. I spent way too much at the bar Tuesday.
Work tomorrow at 600. Really hope I make loot.... probably not though.
TJ comes back Saturday and I pee a little everytime I think about it....
Ok.. maybe not pee, but I get super excited.
I need to get back in school. It hit me today that it's almost been a year.
As much as I love sleeping through the mornings til at least noon... it's getting old.
I feel like I'm wasting a lot of time.
But I still haven't done the things I've wanted to.
I watched this movie last night called "Crossing the Bridge" It was made in 92, I believe. In it, the main character wants to be a writer and has all of his life. He's running into friends from high school and their making him feel dumb because they're all lawyers and accountants...boring shit. He makes this stand at the dinner table saying "How many of you will become what you wanted to be growing up?"
I know it's tough to do shit like that, but for me... I always wanted to be a musician. I got the bass at one point, just never did anything with it. SOMEONE FUCKING INSPIRE ME!
I'm so ready to get my life on a steady pace. Get a good career, find myself a good guy.
I know I'm still young but it's killing me. I hate boucing around anymore. I think I meet someone who will be there for a long time and I just flake out. Or vice versa.
Who would have thought that when I posted a few days ago, it would turn into me posting all the time again. GOD! I'm supa lame.
Anyways, I never mentioned this but right after I got my license back, Ash and I went to NYC to see Glassjaw. AMAZING! As always. I nearly passed out but how is that different from every other time I've seen them.
Alright, I'm gonna go pay off my credit card.
It's really just an excuse to not type anymore.
I think I could honestly listen to them all day.... every fucking day!
But then I'd get tired of them...
No one wants that to happen... so I'll chill back.
Work today at 530. I need money. I spent way too much at the bar Tuesday.
Work tomorrow at 600. Really hope I make loot.... probably not though.
TJ comes back Saturday and I pee a little everytime I think about it....
Ok.. maybe not pee, but I get super excited.
I need to get back in school. It hit me today that it's almost been a year.
As much as I love sleeping through the mornings til at least noon... it's getting old.
I feel like I'm wasting a lot of time.
But I still haven't done the things I've wanted to.
I watched this movie last night called "Crossing the Bridge" It was made in 92, I believe. In it, the main character wants to be a writer and has all of his life. He's running into friends from high school and their making him feel dumb because they're all lawyers and accountants...boring shit. He makes this stand at the dinner table saying "How many of you will become what you wanted to be growing up?"
I know it's tough to do shit like that, but for me... I always wanted to be a musician. I got the bass at one point, just never did anything with it. SOMEONE FUCKING INSPIRE ME!
I'm so ready to get my life on a steady pace. Get a good career, find myself a good guy.
I know I'm still young but it's killing me. I hate boucing around anymore. I think I meet someone who will be there for a long time and I just flake out. Or vice versa.
Who would have thought that when I posted a few days ago, it would turn into me posting all the time again. GOD! I'm supa lame.
Anyways, I never mentioned this but right after I got my license back, Ash and I went to NYC to see Glassjaw. AMAZING! As always. I nearly passed out but how is that different from every other time I've seen them.
Alright, I'm gonna go pay off my credit card.
It's really just an excuse to not type anymore.