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uhhh school tomorrow... not excited at all. i would be lieing if i said i wasnt scared. i am more then scared im terrified ... i dont want to start highschool with no friends. im scaresd to fall in love becasue every time i do i get hurt. i know no one im scared im goign to be a loaner freaking sitting on the grass by myself, im realyl shy when i dont know people and i think thats going to make things worse b/c im not all out going and crazy if i dont know you. i dopnt want to meet new people i was happy with my old friends i realized i do really care about them even if i get mad or upset at them i do ,miss everyone so much. i took so much for granted when i was at mhs and i know have to learn from my mistakes. i dont know what im going to do im frekaing out. and to top it all off im sick and feel like im dieing. o joy. the cool thing is that the school im going to was just built this year so no one has ever been in it yet and there only taking freshman and sophmores since half of the school is built and they still have a lot to do. im glad b/c we are going to be the big kids of the school and i wont have to worry about being uncomfortable around all the older kids. so thats kinda cool i guess.
on a happier note :) on friday i get to go hangout with anthony till sudnay im so happy yayay i like him alot. welll thats all im out ♥
wish me luck tomorrow i hope i meet some friends <333
uhhh school tomorrow... not excited at all. i would be lieing if i said i wasnt scared. i am more then scared im terrified ... i dont want to start highschool with no friends. im scaresd to fall in love becasue every time i do i get hurt. i know no one im scared im goign to be a loaner freaking sitting on the grass by myself, im realyl shy when i dont know people and i think thats going to make things worse b/c im not all out going and crazy if i dont know you. i dopnt want to meet new people i was happy with my old friends i realized i do really care about them even if i get mad or upset at them i do ,miss everyone so much. i took so much for granted when i was at mhs and i know have to learn from my mistakes. i dont know what im going to do im frekaing out. and to top it all off im sick and feel like im dieing. o joy. the cool thing is that the school im going to was just built this year so no one has ever been in it yet and there only taking freshman and sophmores since half of the school is built and they still have a lot to do. im glad b/c we are going to be the big kids of the school and i wont have to worry about being uncomfortable around all the older kids. so thats kinda cool i guess.
on a happier note :) on friday i get to go hangout with anthony till sudnay im so happy yayay i like him alot. welll thats all im out ♥
wish me luck tomorrow i hope i meet some friends <333