Apr 29, 2005 22:08
It all started off in innocent laughter ;
As we planned the days ahead.
In one second my world came apart,
And looked upon differently.
It was the last breath that made my mind burn;
the last memory of never seeing you again.
Blackness of what I couldn't comprehend nor
remember. It was just experienced.
Pleading for my life was all I could do,
And the questioning of what going on.
Screams of horrifying madness was in the
air followed by silence of death.
I wasn't alone;
but again, I was.
It' something you can't really share or even
explain;
it just is a nightmare that haunts.
Lost in movement of confusion,
the visions I try to let escape,
and the holding it destroys.
The few seconds that felt like an eternity.
the last endless breath I tried to savor,
fearing that it would be my last.
not being able to do anything but fear.
Just being hopeless…