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Japan was just what i needed. A small by any means but a break off this island out of the military scene even so away from the boyfriend.
I missed my dad, someone who can hug me and make me feel better just because i know they truly care and they dont expect anything in return.
My phone had no service for an entire day and only received incoming calls, and it was nice, i felt relief.
After a long day and finally being able to talk to him, it was so worth it, he sounded relaxed sounded like he actually wanted to talk to me.
Coming home was even better, like he said sometimes spending time apart is good.
And didnt i agree, that night was one of the most amazing nights ive had with him, nothing but pure feeling and wanting and just happy being with this one person, i couldnt have asked it to be any better.
Its nights like those that i truly realize how much we care about each other. All the meaningless petty fights over stupid things the bullshit that sometimes gets in the way, is nothing but that, meaningless.
My parents are coming around, they even send him things in the mail now and all they want is to meet him.
Im so ready to get out of here, while in japan i realized i can be happy keep busy and missing him is only a good thing. This can actually be a good thing.
Hopefully ill be home soon.
I missed my dad, someone who can hug me and make me feel better just because i know they truly care and they dont expect anything in return.
My phone had no service for an entire day and only received incoming calls, and it was nice, i felt relief.
After a long day and finally being able to talk to him, it was so worth it, he sounded relaxed sounded like he actually wanted to talk to me.
Coming home was even better, like he said sometimes spending time apart is good.
And didnt i agree, that night was one of the most amazing nights ive had with him, nothing but pure feeling and wanting and just happy being with this one person, i couldnt have asked it to be any better.
Its nights like those that i truly realize how much we care about each other. All the meaningless petty fights over stupid things the bullshit that sometimes gets in the way, is nothing but that, meaningless.
My parents are coming around, they even send him things in the mail now and all they want is to meet him.
Im so ready to get out of here, while in japan i realized i can be happy keep busy and missing him is only a good thing. This can actually be a good thing.
Hopefully ill be home soon.