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Mike, my 1st year surgery resident on duty, my Alphan brod, received 2 Sunday duties (in layman's terms, one duty means he has to work 24 hours on Sunday as punishment) because of me. Suffice it to say, kasalanan ko ang lahat dahil ang selfish at bobo ko and if I was interning in another hospital, i'd be receiving 7 days demerit for what I did. But, since one senior resident, na itago nalang natin sa pangalang Dr. Vargas, is such a huge huge huge asshole, he opted to punish an innocent, hardworking and overfatigued resident instead of me. I feel so helpless, I can't talk to anyone in the Surgery Department for fear of making more innocent people pahamak. Wala nakong mukhang ihaharap sa brod ko! Shet! The guilt is killing me and eating up my insides. God, I know life isn't supposed to be fair but, I mean, God! Napaka-asshole mo talaga Vargas! Nag-aral ka pa naman sa Ateneo! Or malamang nagcut ka ng lahat ng Theology classes mo. E gago ka pala e. If you have the capacity to uplift justice in this world, you should have done the right thing, which was to punish the one who is at fault. Ang hilig mo talaga mang-power trip to make up for your own insecurities. Ang saya-saya mo ngayon pero I swear one day, makakarma ka rin. Let's just see who gets the last laugh.