never the same
So things are trying to get back to normal. Yea, Nick and I are trying to work things out, but I'm all still fuck up in the head about it. Let me clear about one things, I'm not upset he was sleeping around. I know how it feels to be away from someone for a long period of times. I'm not saying two wrongs make a right, or that I'm perfect, but the reality is that any couple who has their work taking them away from jobs often are highly subject for EXTRA-MARITAL AFFAIRS. I'm piss off because he got the bitch pregnant. I keep thinking about it time and time again, because I know it wasn't a one time thing. However, what does she half, that I don't? What does Nick see in her, that makes her better then me? There has to be something. Yea, I'm much at fault because I've let him have his fun and turn my head as though nothing was going on. Yet, he has a kid with another woman, other then me and that makes me feel like a total dumb ass. So, we are trying to get things back to normal, but I look, and I don't see it happening. I honestly don't at all.