As if a Oral Surgery wasn't bad enough...
did you know that your mouth is the most high sensitive place then anywhere else in your body?
i'm going on to my 4th oral surgery!
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I can't talk to anyone. Colin is gone. Eric is acting like a little dick. Vane has her own shit and so does Norma. Brenda is well...hopeless. Monica has a big mouth. And Luis...yea.
And so i found livejournal again, somehow someway you've manage to still be here livejournal.
So on to rant.
I started school. My days are going by faster now. I didn't know it was friday until i got home and my uncle asked me to take him to the bank since it closes early tomorrow. I was like wtf? I saw the calender and there it was Friday Feb. 16th. Gee, it's really picking up some speed now.
Work is shit, I'm struggling for hours and trying to manage with 24 points well actually 25 now, a point of suspension. I can't afford a suspension, i have car payments, insurance, phone, rent, cell, school, and now to the top of the grand list...surgery payments. I haven't got new shoes for work. My chucks don't help for the cold greeting days at SW VIP so i need new ones. So i'm off of work on suspension...three events!
Life overall is as good as it can get. Though right now i'm dreading the call from my brother to head out to Arizona. It's my night off and i'm driving to Arizona!?
Please God for one day grant me some freaking mercy!!!!
I ran into Anabel today, man did i feel like shit. I need to keep my mouth shut though. She's a great person with such great ambition and what that idiot boyfriend of her did to her?! It's really all my fault I mean when I found out I really should have ended it all with Victor but I couldn't or I didn't want to. My god, and she doesn't even know. Imagine the things i don't know. When the world falls perfect onto you and you think everything is ok, there are, unfortunately, secrets. The worst possible secrets that can hurt you and leave you in dismay in a long run. But just knowing what i know could hurt Anabel in the worst possible way. I couldn't do that to her. This is just something i'm going to have to take to the grave.
Keeping my mouth shut doesn't seem to be a good idea in any case. I'm hurting with no intention of doing so.
Did i ever mention that in the end, I did get the guy? That guy. We went out on wedensday for lunch, and all i can think about when i was with him was, "Shit, everything i went through, all that pain, those tears, the endless thoughts of life just fucking hell, my god I had to go through that to get him?" It strikes me everyday.
Well then the unfortunate call from my brother came through, I'm off. I'll update sometime later.
~Henny
i'm going on to my 4th oral surgery!
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I can't talk to anyone. Colin is gone. Eric is acting like a little dick. Vane has her own shit and so does Norma. Brenda is well...hopeless. Monica has a big mouth. And Luis...yea.
And so i found livejournal again, somehow someway you've manage to still be here livejournal.
So on to rant.
I started school. My days are going by faster now. I didn't know it was friday until i got home and my uncle asked me to take him to the bank since it closes early tomorrow. I was like wtf? I saw the calender and there it was Friday Feb. 16th. Gee, it's really picking up some speed now.
Work is shit, I'm struggling for hours and trying to manage with 24 points well actually 25 now, a point of suspension. I can't afford a suspension, i have car payments, insurance, phone, rent, cell, school, and now to the top of the grand list...surgery payments. I haven't got new shoes for work. My chucks don't help for the cold greeting days at SW VIP so i need new ones. So i'm off of work on suspension...three events!
Life overall is as good as it can get. Though right now i'm dreading the call from my brother to head out to Arizona. It's my night off and i'm driving to Arizona!?
Please God for one day grant me some freaking mercy!!!!
I ran into Anabel today, man did i feel like shit. I need to keep my mouth shut though. She's a great person with such great ambition and what that idiot boyfriend of her did to her?! It's really all my fault I mean when I found out I really should have ended it all with Victor but I couldn't or I didn't want to. My god, and she doesn't even know. Imagine the things i don't know. When the world falls perfect onto you and you think everything is ok, there are, unfortunately, secrets. The worst possible secrets that can hurt you and leave you in dismay in a long run. But just knowing what i know could hurt Anabel in the worst possible way. I couldn't do that to her. This is just something i'm going to have to take to the grave.
Keeping my mouth shut doesn't seem to be a good idea in any case. I'm hurting with no intention of doing so.
Did i ever mention that in the end, I did get the guy? That guy. We went out on wedensday for lunch, and all i can think about when i was with him was, "Shit, everything i went through, all that pain, those tears, the endless thoughts of life just fucking hell, my god I had to go through that to get him?" It strikes me everyday.
Well then the unfortunate call from my brother came through, I'm off. I'll update sometime later.
~Henny