Boys suck
Alright so I went to work today and they wanted me to climb up on these wire tables that I'd fall through if I stood in the wrong spot, like if I didnt stand on the part with a pole under it I would definitely fall through. Anyway jeremy (cute rich guy I work with) was all nervous that I'd fall through because he knows I'm a klutz, so he was watching me and giving me tips on how to get up on the tables without falling through which I thought was rather caring for him. He's normally alittle bit of a jerk to anyone who bothers to talk to him. Lately he's been flirting alittle though. Like today I was in charge of answering phone calls, so I had the portable phone slipped onto my back pocket so it wasnt in my way because I kept banging it on by mistake against tables and stuff. Anyway I answered a call but couldnt help the person, so I gave the phone to Jeremy and he helped the customer, and when he was done with the phone he tucked it back into my back pocket, which I think is alittle flirtatious dont you think?
Anyway I tore my jeans at work today, right under my back pocket so I was walking around with half my ass hanging out and didnt even know until 4pm when my mom pointed it out to me. god.
whats wrong with me?! I'm worried about my dat ass and I'm sitting here inhaling chips like they're going out of style. grr I'm SUCH a fucking reject....
Speaking of how I'm a reject, I called Justin tonight (party justin) and invited him over to the hot tub again, Ed knows because I called Ed while I was waiting for Justin and he showed up before ed stopped talking because he just rambled on pointlessly all night. Anyway once again I did stuff with Justin I regret doing with him, but I'm sure I'll end up doing it again if given the chance. My bottom lips bruised...beautiful. He bites. lol *deep hurt sigh*
Anyway tomorrow is the formal. I'm taking the day off from work so I can sleep in and not have bags under my eyes for once, since I'll be wearing alot of black eyeshadow and stuff thats important. I cant wait to wear my red lipstick either. I love red lipstick but its not 'in' to wear it so I never do, Plus I never go anywhere were I can wear any shade of lipstick really. we decided that a black dress with black shoes and bright red lipstick would really look ...classy I guess is the word I want? I'm nervous about going with Ed because he's so excited, though he's alittle mad at me because of the thing with Justin and because I'm staying over night with Andrew Willmott and he's not my date. But apparently I'm sleeping in a bed with a chick instead of Andrew now so its all good, plus Andrews getting me drinks, The drink of choice? Fuzzy Navel of course. lol
I feel like shit, I mean I feel good, but mood wise I feel shitty. And no one has called my cell so I feel like a loser because I thought I'd seem popular but everyone just calls my house looking for me even if my cell's on and everything. geez.
Anyway I'm a mess for prom tomorrow, bruised left arm, scratched right arm, turtle tattoo on ankle that wont come off! Cuts all over my feet from last weekends tim hortons trips, and two hickies on my chest, oh and not to mention the blue lip from the bitter. grrr. He knew I was going to formal too I think thats why he did it. jerk. I hate him but its hard to hate him because I love kissing him, and love that my parents dont like him. lol
Anyway I should go read my cosmo because I want to know all the sex tricks before tomorrow night... joking peeps relaxe.
but I am going to bed.
good night all.
Anyway I tore my jeans at work today, right under my back pocket so I was walking around with half my ass hanging out and didnt even know until 4pm when my mom pointed it out to me. god.
whats wrong with me?! I'm worried about my dat ass and I'm sitting here inhaling chips like they're going out of style. grr I'm SUCH a fucking reject....
Speaking of how I'm a reject, I called Justin tonight (party justin) and invited him over to the hot tub again, Ed knows because I called Ed while I was waiting for Justin and he showed up before ed stopped talking because he just rambled on pointlessly all night. Anyway once again I did stuff with Justin I regret doing with him, but I'm sure I'll end up doing it again if given the chance. My bottom lips bruised...beautiful. He bites. lol *deep hurt sigh*
Anyway tomorrow is the formal. I'm taking the day off from work so I can sleep in and not have bags under my eyes for once, since I'll be wearing alot of black eyeshadow and stuff thats important. I cant wait to wear my red lipstick either. I love red lipstick but its not 'in' to wear it so I never do, Plus I never go anywhere were I can wear any shade of lipstick really. we decided that a black dress with black shoes and bright red lipstick would really look ...classy I guess is the word I want? I'm nervous about going with Ed because he's so excited, though he's alittle mad at me because of the thing with Justin and because I'm staying over night with Andrew Willmott and he's not my date. But apparently I'm sleeping in a bed with a chick instead of Andrew now so its all good, plus Andrews getting me drinks, The drink of choice? Fuzzy Navel of course. lol
I feel like shit, I mean I feel good, but mood wise I feel shitty. And no one has called my cell so I feel like a loser because I thought I'd seem popular but everyone just calls my house looking for me even if my cell's on and everything. geez.
Anyway I'm a mess for prom tomorrow, bruised left arm, scratched right arm, turtle tattoo on ankle that wont come off! Cuts all over my feet from last weekends tim hortons trips, and two hickies on my chest, oh and not to mention the blue lip from the bitter. grrr. He knew I was going to formal too I think thats why he did it. jerk. I hate him but its hard to hate him because I love kissing him, and love that my parents dont like him. lol
Anyway I should go read my cosmo because I want to know all the sex tricks before tomorrow night... joking peeps relaxe.
but I am going to bed.
good night all.