lately iv'e been feeling really like...down...
it may not seem like it, but i have been...not myself. its wierd cause i'm not like this, well at least not anymore. idk...i am going through a lot right now. maybe its just everyone around me is like going through a depressent stage and i am following. idk...i know there are a number of reasons why i think im feeling like this.
1.) i've been watching this REALLY sad movie called SIMON BIRCH...and let me tell you something, that is the saddest movie ever!! everytime i think about it i start crying!!
2.) i'm really going to miss margaret and craig!! :(... they mean so much to me!! i dont know what im going to do without them! but im trying to make the best out of the time i have left with them.
3.) i try my hardest in like everything and it never seems like its enough! like in school...lets just say i suck...plain and simple. and at home my parents treat me like i'm crap! i cant do anything without getting screamed at! oh well...what are you going to do...
4.) i also like feel really lonely too sometimes. i just feel left out of things...idk.
well...im going to stop there...cause i hate when i complain. it makes me sound like a wuss and i can't do anything! i'm trying and trying to make it seem like i am happy, but like i said when i try my hardest it seems like its never enough.
idk. well thanks for listening to me bitch about my problems.
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1.) i've been watching this REALLY sad movie called SIMON BIRCH...and let me tell you something, that is the saddest movie ever!! everytime i think about it i start crying!!
2.) i'm really going to miss margaret and craig!! :(... they mean so much to me!! i dont know what im going to do without them! but im trying to make the best out of the time i have left with them.
3.) i try my hardest in like everything and it never seems like its enough! like in school...lets just say i suck...plain and simple. and at home my parents treat me like i'm crap! i cant do anything without getting screamed at! oh well...what are you going to do...
4.) i also like feel really lonely too sometimes. i just feel left out of things...idk.
well...im going to stop there...cause i hate when i complain. it makes me sound like a wuss and i can't do anything! i'm trying and trying to make it seem like i am happy, but like i said when i try my hardest it seems like its never enough.
idk. well thanks for listening to me bitch about my problems.
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