An actual update
I can't even believe that it's 3am again.
The over bearingly obvious lack of self control that I have exerted over my senses and my impulses over the last month has lead me to come to the right, albeit hasty, conclusion that my meds are not working as they are supposed to.. So today I upped the anti with a double dose. Now I'm up to 70 mlg of Effexor. I have to say that the only side effect that I noticed was a searing sharp ache in the right side of my head every now and again.
I think it will be fine, and I intend to tell my psychiatrist that I am going to see one that is actually in town and not just accessable every three months over the phone. I hate phone interviews. You can't see the person's face as they make comments on what you say and for this reason I think I was hindered from seeing the disadvantage that my psychiatrist has me in now. I am planning on going to see a different psychiatrist by the recommendation of two of my friends, one of which is a licenced councilor.
I've been feeling really dizzy of late and I don't know why. It's the kind of dizzy that one feels when they are intoxicated, a sort of light headed, subdued, slow motion, twirl to sleep sort of experience. I am thinking that it might possibly be from my resuming smoking, stopping my supplement intake, purging, or said uptake in pill dosage..
I just hope that I can stay focused enough to get through this week. I have to defend my senior seminar on color psychology on Friday. Maybe life will be a bit easier once I turn in this 47 and counting paged paper in..
Le sigh.
We'll see how I get from A to B tomorrow.. I have a class at 1-2pm and 3-3:50pm.
The over bearingly obvious lack of self control that I have exerted over my senses and my impulses over the last month has lead me to come to the right, albeit hasty, conclusion that my meds are not working as they are supposed to.. So today I upped the anti with a double dose. Now I'm up to 70 mlg of Effexor. I have to say that the only side effect that I noticed was a searing sharp ache in the right side of my head every now and again.
I think it will be fine, and I intend to tell my psychiatrist that I am going to see one that is actually in town and not just accessable every three months over the phone. I hate phone interviews. You can't see the person's face as they make comments on what you say and for this reason I think I was hindered from seeing the disadvantage that my psychiatrist has me in now. I am planning on going to see a different psychiatrist by the recommendation of two of my friends, one of which is a licenced councilor.
I've been feeling really dizzy of late and I don't know why. It's the kind of dizzy that one feels when they are intoxicated, a sort of light headed, subdued, slow motion, twirl to sleep sort of experience. I am thinking that it might possibly be from my resuming smoking, stopping my supplement intake, purging, or said uptake in pill dosage..
I just hope that I can stay focused enough to get through this week. I have to defend my senior seminar on color psychology on Friday. Maybe life will be a bit easier once I turn in this 47 and counting paged paper in..
Le sigh.
We'll see how I get from A to B tomorrow.. I have a class at 1-2pm and 3-3:50pm.