What if?
So, you know how you are positive that the worst is NOT gonna happen. There's no way that its true. And yet, there's that little voice in the back of your mind that says, "Yeah but what if.." well I'm stuck there right now. What if I really did fuck up this time. I mean there's no way to go back and change it if I did. I mean there is, but its not something I'm gonna want to have to deal with before I got off to college, while I'm in college, or fucking ever now that I think about it. I mean, there are worse things that could happen to me but what if this really happened. I'm so freaked for no reason. I just need to know, that's all. Just need to know if I'm right or wrong. If everything is okay or not. Where do I stand? I'll figure it out. I know everything is fine. But what if?