May 16, 2006 11:38
You know how sometimes you can be like 99.7% sure of something and you know in your heart that you have no reason to not be 100% sure but you just need that one little nudge from someone else to tell you that its going to be perfect? Well Joe and a bunch of guys are going down to the beach the day after they graduate. Do I have a problem with this? Not exactly. The only thing is there's going to be alcohol. Not that's anything new, but there is a good chance that there will be random females around them at any point and time. Now Joe is a good guy and would NEVER cheat on me. I know this, but last night I just had to ask Lance. Lance is his best friend and has known him for YEARS. I shouldn't have had to ask him, but I knew that if I did I'd feel a whole lot better. So I ask him and he looks at me like I'm an idiot and tells me that Joe is a great guy and would never cheat on me. Yeah I know but if you haven't noticed, I haven't exactly been with the best of the best before and so I have every right to expect something to go seriously wrong. I'm just overly cautious sometimes due to the fact that there haven't been a lot of good relationships throughout my life. But I'm okay now. I just worried a little. I think I'll be okay. Not that I won't totally be stressin' while he's gone, but I'll be all right I think.