Annoyed
If you want to know about how he is doing, by all means ask HIM dont ask me, the girl he 'dated' if you want to call it that more than seven %^^@%^&*^* months ago. Get a clue, get a life, get his phone number, I dont want to be reminded of...all of that. Im reminded anyways everytime I walk into that building and see everyones face, but his. And sometimes it feels like it was a year ago,when my heart would get excited and I felt like I couldnt breathe and Id rehearse situations in my head and things I would say if he asked "how are you', Id come up with something clever. And if I ran into him somewhere in town, Id ask him to coffee, I didnt know then, he didnt like coffee, but that wasnt the point. I wanted to know him so badly, like the little things you want to know about someone when your in fifth grade, like what his favorite color was, what his middle name was, when the first time he noticed me was, and all those answers I would have months from then--but I didnt know then, I didnt think he noticed me then, later he confessed he did. He said he noticed me before I noticed him, that was a lie, I can tell you what he wore the first time I saw him, the first time he returned my smile, the first time we kissed. I can describe what scent he wore, and how he sounded when he first woke up. I can tell you his mannerisms when he was nervous,happy,sad,mad. I can tell you about his family and what I think his sister thought of me, I can tell you what he looked like when he was 5, 10 ,13,etc...all this I learned in the matter of a month and a half, and for six months Ive tried to forget-I DONT need you reminding me.