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SO many emotions turn in my heart , so many thoughts ooze through my brain. Wish I knew which ones to follow and which ones were safe to leave behind. Funny, all this time I thought I knew you.
Took us forever even to speak.
You came around and impressed me. Hugged me, held me, Kissed me. Thought I knew you so well so long ago.
Had you all figured out in my head.
Then you opened your mouth. You let down your "guard" then I saw you.
And I wish you would be more like
your mask.
Scared little boy,
so confused as to who
you are.
You play with my heart.
You play with my head.
Though I dont know why,
it wasnt long enough
but a bit of my heart is broken.
You dashed my dreams just as others before you and worse you show no remorse.
Simply strut away with your smile
-that smile-
--melted me so long ago.
And those eyes-the ones, I forgot the color but remembered the shape and each week they'd reach mine.
And read mine.
How do you have such honest eyes and lying lips. My hearts been crushed between your finger tips.
Using tired lies you win back my affection and use it as something only to occupy your time. Cant believe how many thoughts I have wasted on you. How many dreams I wished would come true-concerning you.
While you sheepishly used my wishful thinking to your advantage.
Im a fool for you. Im a fool by you.--youve made a mess of me--
Took us forever even to speak.
You came around and impressed me. Hugged me, held me, Kissed me. Thought I knew you so well so long ago.
Had you all figured out in my head.
Then you opened your mouth. You let down your "guard" then I saw you.
And I wish you would be more like
your mask.
Scared little boy,
so confused as to who
you are.
You play with my heart.
You play with my head.
Though I dont know why,
it wasnt long enough
but a bit of my heart is broken.
You dashed my dreams just as others before you and worse you show no remorse.
Simply strut away with your smile
-that smile-
--melted me so long ago.
And those eyes-the ones, I forgot the color but remembered the shape and each week they'd reach mine.
And read mine.
How do you have such honest eyes and lying lips. My hearts been crushed between your finger tips.
Using tired lies you win back my affection and use it as something only to occupy your time. Cant believe how many thoughts I have wasted on you. How many dreams I wished would come true-concerning you.
While you sheepishly used my wishful thinking to your advantage.
Im a fool for you. Im a fool by you.--youve made a mess of me--