Irony
Have you ever read teh words "I love you" when its not directed at you. Or overheard them said to someone else in the room? Its an odd sensation. Or maybe it just is today. Ive overheard it many times between my friends and their "signifigant others". But today as I read it --not directed at me mind you--my heart dropped a bit and a tinge of remorse? filled my being. Cant really describe it. I havent heard those words uttered to me in so long from "a someone special"...after reading those words that werent directed at me -I checked my e mail to find a letter from the last "someone special" who whispered those three little words to me. He wished me a merry christmas, hoped I was well and ended with the admission that he still loves and misses me. Through all the immature bickering and uneccesary tears between us--his words make me smile. I havent heard from him in....over sixth months___those three words melt me every time.