you slowdance with him, and now you want him more.

Oct 01, 2006 13:43

exactly. i know exactly.
nothing means nothing,
and whats happening is telling me something. i don't have to choose. cause its already figured out. i know what i want, i know what im doing and i know how to fix things. i know who i want, i know who i don't want, and i know who i am. im not scared, im not nervous, im not ugly, im not fat. i am going places and i know what i want to do. i am ready and i am eager.
this is the philosophy:
the reason that things are messed up in the world, is that everyone is going by instinct. and its human, so i give humans credit. ok, so, since we go by what we want, not what we should do, things get messed up in the universe.
lets say that judith has a crush on paul. but paul doesn't know because she shuts right up when he is around. she never could even think about asking him out cause her instincts are telling her that he doesn't like her.
BUT he does, he likes her alot, and he thinks that since she doesn't talk to him, that she doesn't like him. and he wonders "what the hell is wrong with me? why doesn't she like me?" and then he worries more, so he thinks that love doesn't exist because the only girl he wants is the one that doesn't want him, when really she does, and then he just wishes for someone to hold him. so he just finds some girl that will fall for anyone. he sleeps with her, and then she dumps him.
HIS HEART IS TERMINALLY ILL.
ALL BECAUSE JUDITH DIDN"T TALK.
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