Im in soo much pain
I am still fighting the pain..
yesterday i started having pain on my right side in my pelvis. this
happens on occasion well ok almost everyday so i dont think much of it.
I started having swelling and it increased the pain.. talk about sucky
huh. well i cant wear any of my jeans cause it puts too much pressure
on my stomach/pelvis area. They make it so they dont fit.. crazy. today
i wasnt able to move very well everytime i lifted my leg to try to walk
or get comfortable i would have a shooting pain that went directly to
my pelvis. its only on my right side which is a little odd but that is
where my lymph node is that is all abnormally huge. im seeing my new
doctor on monday so i hope i'll get some answers and possible pain
meds. i had to take some of my dads today to help me be able to deal
with the amount i was experiencing. i am really tired of all of this
and i really want to be happy and active like i use to be. i think my
life is unfair at times but i still seem to manage to find a smile at
times during the day. I dont know if its really a smile or just one to
make people think everything is ok. I will be ok soon i hope.
this is how i feel
this is how i feel