-*You don't know how much you mean to me... No matter the situation...*-
-Hey kids. Well well another update so soon. Meh why not? Im sitting here bored when I should have been at the beach, or outside tanning, + right now I should be running or working out at the Y. But Im in a shitty mood so why not try to brighten it up + talk about some good things. Here goes...
Work: Well start with it as usual. Well well well Saturday was much better + more comforting than a few days ago. Friday night I closed + that wasnt too much fun. Fuckin people were there until like 11:15pm + of COURSE they held up everything. So we were there until midnight + I FINALLY finished... With Steward scrubbing + mopping my bathroom floors for me. Juan kept getting on my case too about hurrying up + finishing. I still have no idea what my closing time had to do with him at all, but it pissed me off. Anyways I finished up there in a semi-pissed off mood but then I chilled with Dan a little bit at his house + that helped me cool off. Walter also gave me 2 smile cards on Friday (Theyre these little cards you get for doing your job well). Anyways then yesterday morning I came it at 9:45am to do a 10am party. I was expecting to be greeted by a grumpy Steve or Nicole Martel but nope... it was Jess... + WALTER! Yay! Walters really grown on me. When I first started, I just thought he was this perverted manager that joked with everyone. But Ive realized that he still may joke with everyone but hes not as big as a perv as I thought + he really does support me + my new improvement at work. It makes me really happy to know that. Anyways work today was pretty good. Got there + did stuff for my party really quickly. Then I had time to chat so I talked to Jess, Randy, Pedro + Franklin (ya Franklin came back to work) about which people wed hook up with from our work. Randy said Joanna (this kinda big girl... But as Franklin says, "Joannas not that pretty... But shes got this certain sexiness about her... I dont know. Its weird" lol. Damn I wish I could be like that). Pedro picked me (hellll yess!) + Jess picked Fabian, Walter + Randy as her top 3. Then I reminded her when I gave me list of Juan, Walter + Steward. + she changed her mind + added Juan to her list... Bumping Randy down a spot. Anyways then I asked Walter his opinion on the girls. He said Jess is very pretty, he said hed pick Kayla Martel too, + he said hed also pick... ME! Yayy! lol Boost of self-esteem there when you know your 27-year-old manager would get with ya haha. Anyways I figured hed say Nicole Martel (our 20-year-old manager) since he always flirts with her but he said shes not that pretty. He just likes that she has "a very cute figure". lol Anyways then I talked to Walter about how I really wanna be Team 2 but I feel like Steve has something against me + really doesnt want me to be. He said that I should talk to Nicole + that I should just keep working really hard. He said Steve will notice + will see how hard Im working + hell consider it. I then talked to Nicole when she came into work + she said that either me or Melissa Manni would be chosen. So then I wondered + I asked about Melissa Frank + she said that Melissa was not gonna be Team 2. =-O Omg omg omg! Shit I wasnt supposed to mention that to anyone. Oops. There goes my big mouth lol. Anyways work was going pretty well until Melissa Frank shows up. So she comes in + asks me some question + mentions "Ya I cant really remember since I havent been here in a while." + I said "O... well where have ya been? On vacation or something?" + she just said, "No... Out with my friends. I needed a week to cool off + relax" + then she mentions, "Ya + I think I like... Broke my jaw." Me: "Really? Howd ya do that?" Her: Fell down a flight of stairs... A BIG flight of stairs." Me: "Ooo damn... Howd ya manage that one?" Her: "I was drunk". Hmm... Well arent you just brilliant Melissa? That shows a LOT of brains. I mean I know I drink too, but I dont announce to the world about how I was drunk + accidentally was an idiot while doing it too. But whatev. Then later on Walter tells me to take charge of showroom + make sure everything gets done. So since there are only 2 parties at 2pm + 5 girls in showroom, I assign jobs to different people. Jen + Caitlin both had parties... so it was me, Melissa, + Brittany. I told Brittany to sweep + pre-bus. + I told Melissa to do checkbacks, pre-bus + bus. + then I assigned myself to run pizzas, do bathroom checks, + roadshows. Well then I needed a Chuckie so I asked Walter + he asked Melissa to do it. So Im following her into the Chuckie room to ask her what song she wanted to dance to + she imeddiately says, "Um... who put YOU in charge today?!" + I say, "Well Walter said he wanted me to make sure everything gets done" + she gives me a "ugh... Whatever" + I leave. Jesus girl... Cant stang that someone else might be in charge + its not you?! What the fuck?! You dont respect me or something?! Ugh whatev. So later on I had to be Chuckie for a roadshow + I asked Caitlin to get Jen to do it. Of course Melissa had to step in + do it herself. So as she comes to get me she says that she doesnt wanna really do the show. So I tell her, "Have Jen do it then." + shes like, "Well my moms here so Im just gonna do it + leave. Plus Jens at cash right now. Hmm... I have NO idea why." Now heres the story. Melissa knows how to do showroom + she recently learned how to be a cashier also. Yesterday Nicole taught me + Jen how to do cash too. Melissa seems to feel that no one else should learn what she learns + no one else should have the right to. Damn what IS this girls issue? Im guessing shes merely power-hungry + a control freak. Ah... Its comforting to know that she wont be Team 2. :-D Sorry I know thats bitchy... But you have to realize how much this girl gets under my skin. I want respect at my job by a fellow co-worker, not a girl who is the same employee status as me who thinks she owns everything. It pisses me off so much, especially when Ive been working there longer than her. Ugh. I know this was a big vent but it helps me get out my frustration. Anyways today (Sunday) I had the day off + next week Im working... Monday: 5pm-close, Saturday: 11:45am-8pm, + Sunday: 4pm-close. Oh ya + I got a smile card from Walter on Saturday too. He keeps me going every week. :-) Anyways hopefully things will improve between me + Melissa or Im gonna blow up at her verrrrrry soon. Moving on...
Dan: Well things between Dan + I have been quite up + down too. Yesterday we went to Kids Day + spent tons of money on trying to win me something. We spent like $15 at this dart game so I could win this huge tiger but nope... That didnt happen. Then we watched the fireworks. The finale was awesome + the rest was ok. I think it was much better since they had accumulated fireworks from Friday night (They usually do fireworks on both Friday + Saturday... but they cancelled Fridays because of the heavy rain). Anyways then we went to the water shooting game where you race against other people. Dan finally won! + that only took $3 too. He won me a Red Sox bear wearing a Sox shirt, Sox hat, + holding a wooden bat too. Aww sooo cute. I named him Tito (Terry Franconas nickname) + I love him to death because hes soooo soft + cute. Anyways then we decided to leave + as we were leaving, in came Adam, Shaela, Craig + Stacy. That was awkward but Ill discuss that later on. Anyways then me + Dan went back to my house for me to find money + then we went to Friendlys. I figure this was our night to splurge + we both got chicken strips baskets + water. Damnnn... SO good. Anyways then I dropped him off + went home. We were talking online later that night + I mentioned how I wanted to go to the beach tomorrow (meaning today) + I wanted to go with him + my parents. He said he shouldnt go because he needs to exercise. I told him he could do that after we got back home but he said no. We then got into this big argument about how he should not become obsessive + should know hoe to balance between exercise + fun. Then I brought up the fact that he isnt taking his prescribed Zoloft like he should + he said he wanted to be able to do all this without the help of Zoloft. I told him that any doctor would tell him he needs it to help the chemical imbalance in his brain + that it just doesnt go away by itself. I then decided to make it a personal attack on myself since I now support taking meds when its necessary. In Dans case it IS necessary. But Dan also doesnt have health insurance now that hes 18 + out of school so he says he cant afford the meds. I said that if you explained the situation, someone would be willing to help him out financially so he could be healthy. Finally I gave up + said fuck it + goodnight. Im not gonna sit there + beg the kid to come with me. Im not gonna beg him to do anything because utilmately its his choice to do what he wants with his life, not mine. + if hes unwilling to take advice, then Im no longer gonna dish it out. Anyways...
Ill elaborate on all of this later. I need to go run really REALLY badly. Then me + my mom are off to see The Longest Yard at Cinema Pub. Aww how cute right? Sure why not. Anyways off to go drop some more pounds. Im in DESPERATE need. ttys* Lata kids!-
love always,
~*Missy*~
...Even though we haven't spoke
In so long,
Ain't nothing has changed...
Not a damn thing, baby...*
Work: Well start with it as usual. Well well well Saturday was much better + more comforting than a few days ago. Friday night I closed + that wasnt too much fun. Fuckin people were there until like 11:15pm + of COURSE they held up everything. So we were there until midnight + I FINALLY finished... With Steward scrubbing + mopping my bathroom floors for me. Juan kept getting on my case too about hurrying up + finishing. I still have no idea what my closing time had to do with him at all, but it pissed me off. Anyways I finished up there in a semi-pissed off mood but then I chilled with Dan a little bit at his house + that helped me cool off. Walter also gave me 2 smile cards on Friday (Theyre these little cards you get for doing your job well). Anyways then yesterday morning I came it at 9:45am to do a 10am party. I was expecting to be greeted by a grumpy Steve or Nicole Martel but nope... it was Jess... + WALTER! Yay! Walters really grown on me. When I first started, I just thought he was this perverted manager that joked with everyone. But Ive realized that he still may joke with everyone but hes not as big as a perv as I thought + he really does support me + my new improvement at work. It makes me really happy to know that. Anyways work today was pretty good. Got there + did stuff for my party really quickly. Then I had time to chat so I talked to Jess, Randy, Pedro + Franklin (ya Franklin came back to work) about which people wed hook up with from our work. Randy said Joanna (this kinda big girl... But as Franklin says, "Joannas not that pretty... But shes got this certain sexiness about her... I dont know. Its weird" lol. Damn I wish I could be like that). Pedro picked me (hellll yess!) + Jess picked Fabian, Walter + Randy as her top 3. Then I reminded her when I gave me list of Juan, Walter + Steward. + she changed her mind + added Juan to her list... Bumping Randy down a spot. Anyways then I asked Walter his opinion on the girls. He said Jess is very pretty, he said hed pick Kayla Martel too, + he said hed also pick... ME! Yayy! lol Boost of self-esteem there when you know your 27-year-old manager would get with ya haha. Anyways I figured hed say Nicole Martel (our 20-year-old manager) since he always flirts with her but he said shes not that pretty. He just likes that she has "a very cute figure". lol Anyways then I talked to Walter about how I really wanna be Team 2 but I feel like Steve has something against me + really doesnt want me to be. He said that I should talk to Nicole + that I should just keep working really hard. He said Steve will notice + will see how hard Im working + hell consider it. I then talked to Nicole when she came into work + she said that either me or Melissa Manni would be chosen. So then I wondered + I asked about Melissa Frank + she said that Melissa was not gonna be Team 2. =-O Omg omg omg! Shit I wasnt supposed to mention that to anyone. Oops. There goes my big mouth lol. Anyways work was going pretty well until Melissa Frank shows up. So she comes in + asks me some question + mentions "Ya I cant really remember since I havent been here in a while." + I said "O... well where have ya been? On vacation or something?" + she just said, "No... Out with my friends. I needed a week to cool off + relax" + then she mentions, "Ya + I think I like... Broke my jaw." Me: "Really? Howd ya do that?" Her: Fell down a flight of stairs... A BIG flight of stairs." Me: "Ooo damn... Howd ya manage that one?" Her: "I was drunk". Hmm... Well arent you just brilliant Melissa? That shows a LOT of brains. I mean I know I drink too, but I dont announce to the world about how I was drunk + accidentally was an idiot while doing it too. But whatev. Then later on Walter tells me to take charge of showroom + make sure everything gets done. So since there are only 2 parties at 2pm + 5 girls in showroom, I assign jobs to different people. Jen + Caitlin both had parties... so it was me, Melissa, + Brittany. I told Brittany to sweep + pre-bus. + I told Melissa to do checkbacks, pre-bus + bus. + then I assigned myself to run pizzas, do bathroom checks, + roadshows. Well then I needed a Chuckie so I asked Walter + he asked Melissa to do it. So Im following her into the Chuckie room to ask her what song she wanted to dance to + she imeddiately says, "Um... who put YOU in charge today?!" + I say, "Well Walter said he wanted me to make sure everything gets done" + she gives me a "ugh... Whatever" + I leave. Jesus girl... Cant stang that someone else might be in charge + its not you?! What the fuck?! You dont respect me or something?! Ugh whatev. So later on I had to be Chuckie for a roadshow + I asked Caitlin to get Jen to do it. Of course Melissa had to step in + do it herself. So as she comes to get me she says that she doesnt wanna really do the show. So I tell her, "Have Jen do it then." + shes like, "Well my moms here so Im just gonna do it + leave. Plus Jens at cash right now. Hmm... I have NO idea why." Now heres the story. Melissa knows how to do showroom + she recently learned how to be a cashier also. Yesterday Nicole taught me + Jen how to do cash too. Melissa seems to feel that no one else should learn what she learns + no one else should have the right to. Damn what IS this girls issue? Im guessing shes merely power-hungry + a control freak. Ah... Its comforting to know that she wont be Team 2. :-D Sorry I know thats bitchy... But you have to realize how much this girl gets under my skin. I want respect at my job by a fellow co-worker, not a girl who is the same employee status as me who thinks she owns everything. It pisses me off so much, especially when Ive been working there longer than her. Ugh. I know this was a big vent but it helps me get out my frustration. Anyways today (Sunday) I had the day off + next week Im working... Monday: 5pm-close, Saturday: 11:45am-8pm, + Sunday: 4pm-close. Oh ya + I got a smile card from Walter on Saturday too. He keeps me going every week. :-) Anyways hopefully things will improve between me + Melissa or Im gonna blow up at her verrrrrry soon. Moving on...
Dan: Well things between Dan + I have been quite up + down too. Yesterday we went to Kids Day + spent tons of money on trying to win me something. We spent like $15 at this dart game so I could win this huge tiger but nope... That didnt happen. Then we watched the fireworks. The finale was awesome + the rest was ok. I think it was much better since they had accumulated fireworks from Friday night (They usually do fireworks on both Friday + Saturday... but they cancelled Fridays because of the heavy rain). Anyways then we went to the water shooting game where you race against other people. Dan finally won! + that only took $3 too. He won me a Red Sox bear wearing a Sox shirt, Sox hat, + holding a wooden bat too. Aww sooo cute. I named him Tito (Terry Franconas nickname) + I love him to death because hes soooo soft + cute. Anyways then we decided to leave + as we were leaving, in came Adam, Shaela, Craig + Stacy. That was awkward but Ill discuss that later on. Anyways then me + Dan went back to my house for me to find money + then we went to Friendlys. I figure this was our night to splurge + we both got chicken strips baskets + water. Damnnn... SO good. Anyways then I dropped him off + went home. We were talking online later that night + I mentioned how I wanted to go to the beach tomorrow (meaning today) + I wanted to go with him + my parents. He said he shouldnt go because he needs to exercise. I told him he could do that after we got back home but he said no. We then got into this big argument about how he should not become obsessive + should know hoe to balance between exercise + fun. Then I brought up the fact that he isnt taking his prescribed Zoloft like he should + he said he wanted to be able to do all this without the help of Zoloft. I told him that any doctor would tell him he needs it to help the chemical imbalance in his brain + that it just doesnt go away by itself. I then decided to make it a personal attack on myself since I now support taking meds when its necessary. In Dans case it IS necessary. But Dan also doesnt have health insurance now that hes 18 + out of school so he says he cant afford the meds. I said that if you explained the situation, someone would be willing to help him out financially so he could be healthy. Finally I gave up + said fuck it + goodnight. Im not gonna sit there + beg the kid to come with me. Im not gonna beg him to do anything because utilmately its his choice to do what he wants with his life, not mine. + if hes unwilling to take advice, then Im no longer gonna dish it out. Anyways...
Ill elaborate on all of this later. I need to go run really REALLY badly. Then me + my mom are off to see The Longest Yard at Cinema Pub. Aww how cute right? Sure why not. Anyways off to go drop some more pounds. Im in DESPERATE need. ttys* Lata kids!-
love always,
~*Missy*~
...Even though we haven't spoke
In so long,
Ain't nothing has changed...
Not a damn thing, baby...*