-*Procrastination Supreme... + NYC in 4 HOURS! (:*-
-Hi kids. Wow it feels like 10 bajillion years since I havent updated. Right now Im procrastinating a paper for Shirman that was due TODAY (technically yesterday) for her. Why am I doing this now? Cuz if I dont, then no trip to NYC. + Im NOT letting that get taken away. Ive waited MONTHS for this weekend. NOTHING, + I truly mean NOTHING, is gonna get in the way of it. O ya... + its not gonna be a normal update. Im just spewing out a bunch of random pissed off thoughts. Here goes...
I REALLY hate how Im feeling right at this moment. Im cold, tired, semi-hungry, unmotivated, + I havta pee like every ½ hour. I know thats not healthy... Idk whats wrong w/me. Maybe its partially cuz Im sitting here listening to sappy slow songs, but its my mood + I want it that way. I just DONT wanna do this paper. Its my fuckin enemy right now... My HUGE enemy. I wish I could slit its throat + watch it die a slow death. Yes, gory I know. But I truly just wanna either go shower or just go sleep under the nice warm blanket on the couch. Then leaving for NYC will come faster + seeing the BX boys will come faster than faster. But no... The paper stands in my way. + maybe after spewing out my anger, Ill feel relieved + will do the paper. I wont feel relieved, but Ill do it anyways. Ok lets talk about things that have happened over the past weeks...
Well the last time you checked, I wasnt in school. I hadnt gone to school for about a month. From March 7th-April 1st, I didnt attend school. However, on April 4th, I went in for a meeting + Mr Feinberg (guidance counslor) basivcally didnt gimme another option. So Apr. 5th I went in + worked on all my makeup work + didnt go to any classes. That wasnt too horrible. Then the moment of truth came. On Apr. I returned back to normal classes. I surprisingly understood most of the material in PreCal + Chem cuz I had done the stuff last year. I was semi-lost in Am. Studies + what about Global Issues? Ha... that class is a joke. I have a 96 now + Adam has a 55 + Ive missed like a bajillion things. Wow Im amazing. Ha jk. So it feels pretty good to be living the semi-normal life of a teenager again... Even though I desperately hate school still. I just keep waitin for summer vacation + then theres senior year + then NO MORE HIGH SCHOOL! I think when I get my diploma in my hand, Im just gonna be like "FUCK ALL OF YOU! IM GETTIN OUTTA THIS FUCKIN TOWN FOR GOOD + IM NEVER COMING BACK!"... or not. Maybe Ill just dream about it and/or write about it here lol. K so woo hoo for school (not). Moving on...
Lacrosse season has started, so that allows me to get out + get some exercise. Sadly, Kelli's been sooo busy w/clinicals + we havent gone to the Y to work out in like 2 weeks. It sucks cuz Im starting to get fatter again, so it seems. I look at my stomach in the mirror + it sticks out for than usual. Grr I need Kelli to be my trainer again. I miss her. I mean Ill see TONS of her when we're in NYC soon, but I need a workout session DESperately. Im so outta shape its disgusting to watch. :'( Continuing...
I havent worked in foreverrrr. Its been like 3 weeks. I requested off the 1st weekend of April for the Westfield overnight that never happened (ugh) + then I requested off North Prom (o ya Ill tell ya alll about that later). Then I was supposed to work the day after but I was MADDDD sick. Then I requested this weekend for NYC. + Im not workin next weekend for Idk what reason. So I guess its gonna be quite a while. Meh thats ok. Im not poor so Im good. Alrite thats talk about how prom went...
Sat, Apr. 9th was the North Jr. Prom. So I woke up around noon + took a shower. Then I went to my hair appt. at 1:30. When I walked into the salon place, there were only black people in there + they all turned + looked at me + my mom. Im SO not meaning to be racist. I merely felt uncomfortable for a moment + Idk why but I did. So then I was outta the salon by 3:15 + my hair had ½ cornrows (which I still have in as I type) + the rest was up + curled. I didnt like it at 1st cuz Im MADDD picky about my hair for these things... But I grew to really like it. Then we stopped to pick up Woodys boutineer. Then we went back home, painted my nails, fixed my hair a lil, I put on my dress + my shoes + my makeup. Woody showed up at 4:30 (right on time) + I wasnt ready yet. But after like 10 minutes, I was good + we took some pics inside + outside. Then I went w/Woody to Andrews house. My mom followed. The limo was already there, a 12-passenger white stretch. Ahhh soooo nice! So at Andrews we met Andrew + Kat Merriam, Dawn + Dan, + Paige + Ryan. So we took some pics too, Dawn called her mom cuz she forgot the tickets for her + Dan, + then we were off to enjoy the night. The limo was SOOOO big cuz it was meant for 12 + we had 8. It was supposed to be a 10-passenger, but they called Andrews mom + upgraded for free! Niiiice! So then the limo guy stopped to get us water + then he stopped for gas + we met Dawns mom at the Shell station + she gave Dawn the tix. Ok THEN we were truly off. So we listened to music + talked on the way there, which didnt seem too long. Then we arrived. Omg it was gorgeous. They had an ENORMOUS chandelier in the fron lobby + it was SO beautiful (pics to come). Then we signed in + it took me + Woody a lil time but we found our table. Then we took formal pics. Then it was time for dinner. We had salad, chicken, green beans + rice. Omg it was soooo good! Jimmy called me while we were eating. I felt rude that I was answering my phone, but he told me a quick funny story + I told him Id call him the next day. Anyways then they announced the prom court + had the waiters vote for the prom king/queen. Choices for king were Robbie Vaughn (plz no), Aaron Fears (not bad), Elliott Sinclair (aww I <3 Elliott), Jeff Cumplido (ya hes ok), + Chris McGrady (omg <3 that kid to death. He SO should win). The girls were Melissa McTernan (everyone <3s Melissa), Kait Hebert (meh... meh), Kelli St. Pierre (*sigh*), Cara Fertitta (ya Cara! Omg I SO wanted Cara to win) + then this girl Loan Vo or sumthin like that. Sadly no one knew who she was at all so I have no idea how she got nominated. Anyways the winners? (drum roll) Aaron + Cara. Yay for Cara!!! Aaron? Ya hes a nice kid. I just wish Chris McGrady got it cuz hes SO nice + he really deserves it. Anyways so then we all danced the night away + it was SOOOO fun! Dessert was self-serve + I was about to enjoy my chocolate mousse until the 1 + only salsa song came on + Kelli wanted me to teach her what I knew about salsa. So then I was about to get my dessert after THAT but then "1,2 Step" came on + thats mine + Kels song so I couldnt get it then. + after that? It was already gone so nope... Never got dessert. Im kinda pissed about that but the night made up for it. So around 11 it was time to leave, so I said bye to whoever + then we took some pics by the chandelier + then it was back in the limo to go home... Or at least back to North. Heres where it got kinda weird...
Well I had some LQ to pick up at Dans house that I never got to pick up prior to the prom, so I was planning on pickin it up + then goin somewhere to drink it. I just didnt know where. So like tons of people were goin to Lizs so we called to ask if it was alrite if we stopped by. About 5 people either a) didnt answer their phone. or b) explained we couldnt show up cuz there were too many people. Well I knew they were lying cuz they were still pissed that I didnt "say goodbye" when I left North Attleboro High. Ill get to that more later. Anyways so it turned out that me, Woody + Andrew sat at Andrews for about 2½ hours trying to figure out what to do + where to go. Both of em refused to transport my LQ for me so wtf? Woody eventually decided to go home + he dropped me at Alexs house cuz Alex was bored + I didnt wanna go home + Alex said I could stay at his house. So I got there + we were tryin to find ways to go get my LQ at Dans. About ¾ of the people we called were asleep + the other ¼ were too lazy + didnt wanna drive us to Attleboro to pick it up. FINALLY Kerrin Bochman sneaked outta her house, picked us up + took us to get it at like 5 am after we paid her like $40. So me + Alex had our LQ (6 smirnoffs, 6 coronas + a 30 of vodka). So I had like 1½ smirnoffs + then hit the shots cuz I wanted to get drunk + fast. So Alex couldnt find a shotglass so we just estimated. Im guessin I had the equivalent to about maybe 9-10 shots... WAYYY over my limit! I usuall crack after 4 smirnoffs! So Alex had 2 smirnoffs + then like 3 shots. He said he was full + didnt wanna drink anymore. Plus, he hated the taste of vodka. Well I was startin to feel it, but we laid down + started watching Napoleon Dynamite. Then I fell asleep on Alex...
I suddenly woke up + just uncontrollable puked EVERYWHERE! I especially did all over the blanket that was on Alex. So he called his mom down + she cleaned me up. That was Puke #1. I fell back asleep. Then I woke up again around 9 somethin I think + kinda gagged a bit + threw up a lil bit of salsa I had. Puke #2. I called my dad to call me into work cuz there was NOOO way I was able to go in at 1:45 or even at all. So he did. I fell back asleep. I then woke up at like 2 I think. My head killed + I was SO dizzy. So I just laid there + Alex got me some water to decrease my hangover. Not such a good idea. About 10 minutes later I was pukin up water in the trash can beside me. That was A LOT of barf too. Puke #3. So I laid there + finally called my mom + told her to come get me cuz I had eaten some bad food at Bickfords that morning for breakfast. Ok my mom probably didnt believe the story but she went along w/it. So Alexs mom gave me coke + toast + I left w/my dress + my stuff + went home. I felt dizzy in the car + what happened when I got home? I puked up the lil bit of coke I had sipped allll over the lawn. I was gagging + nothing more would come out at all. I then went on the couch _ fell asleep I think. I dont remember. I just remember feeling a lil better later on + being SO hungry + I finally ate + it stayed. My prom experience/hangover was FINALLY over. Lesson to me... Stay off drinking for a while probably. My stomach reacts to the slightest bit I think. Or maybe the better advice is to never go straight to sleep after having like 10 shots... Its not too healthy. Anyways...
That weekend was fun anyways. The day before prom I visited Jimmy in Boston. He + his lil brother had come w/his dad who was promoting his salsa CDs + they were at the Hilton in Boston. So me + my parents went there + me + Jimmy ate dinner together + then went back to the hotel room to watch the Red Sox game, but we both fell asleep. Then I had to leave back on the train + I said bye, knowing Id see him later today. I cant wait. It was so fun to see him. Itll be more fun to see him, plus the rest of the guys. Anyways...
Now its 5:05 am. I really should work on the essay. I dont wanna AT ALL. I just wanna sleep, but I really have basically no choice. I hate it again, even more than I did before. Ugh... Im gonna continue... No. Im not. Im gonna end this + then type in my Xanga. Ill spew more shit out there. I didnt even type everything I wanted to here, but that would take days to do. So Ima go do that. To all of you who have it, enjoy vacation. I KNOW I will (NYC till Tuesday, Erins from Wednesday - Saturday). Ah I SO cant wait!!!! Ok now Ima conquer the fuckin paper! It will NOT keep me from my fun! O ya... + I feel better after typing this out. So to everyone, goodnight + continue having sweet dreams. To me, good luck. Lata kids.*-
love always,
~*Missy*~
ps... I got my community webshots thingy set up FINALLY (thanks to Michelle). I only have 1 complete album, but if you wanna then check it out right here.
...Cuz its MY night. No stress, no fights. Im leavin it all behind. No tears, no time to cry. Just makin the MOST of life...*