-*And I Wanna Let You Know... I Won't Ever Let You Go... (:*-
-Hey kids. Yes so I just spent like 4 hours typing in my xanga (yes go here for it) so this might be short or it might not... Idk. But this is all copied + pasted from Xanga. Then Ill add sum new stuff. Here we go...
Tonight: So tonight I went to the Y + heres my story... So I wasnt ready to go to the Y after Kelli called so Im rushin to change + shit. So then Kelli beeps MADDD loud in the driveway + I like only got underwear + a sports bra on so in other words, ya Im not ready. So Im rushin around my room, throwing clothes like allll over the floor + then Kelli comes in. Ya she was pissed cuz of course Im me + Im NEVER ready for anything on time. So then she threatens me... like BAD + really serious too. She said she'd leave in 1 minute + if I wasnt outside in the car by then that she'd leave. So ya I hurried my ass up. And I forgot my iPod + my cell phone but I made it. So then we got to the Y around 9. It closes at 9:30 so thats a quick workout then. So we did our ab workout... Or a short rendition of it. Then we ran for 10 minutes. All thru it we talked + talked + talked about evvvverything... Guys mostly cuz I mean... we're girls lol. And then...
Post-Y activities:We were headin to the car + of course who calls? The Fed. Yup Fed + hes w/the crew as usual... not the full crew though. Just him, Danny, Marcus + Jimmy. So him + Kelli talk of course for a while. So we sit in the car a while + then drive around aimlessly + etc. Then we return to the Y + park again lol. Ok so I was being annoying + singing + yelling in Kelli's ear as she drove cuz Im annoying like that. But people, understand that I wanna get my phone time too + I didnt have my cellie w/me so I just wanted to talk to like Marcus + Jimmy cuz I missssss them! So ya I was obnoxious + I apologize. So Fed bitches for a while about how annoying Im being + he'll probably say it in his xanga too. But thats ok cuz thats where they all vent. So I aint hatin on Fed or nothin... I just wanted to talk to the guys cuz I dont get to too much cuz Marcus dont got a cell phone + I dont know Jimmys number (which I should probably get). But it was nothin against Fed honestly. But like Ive said before, Im afraid of our friendship being torn over something stupid. I miss him soooo much + I love hangin out w/him, so I dont wanna get mad over some stupid shit. I hope he forgives me. I just wanna talk to everyone. Sorry. :'(...
Got Home And...: So anyways, after all that I got home + came down here. So there is mommy bitchin about how she doesnt want me up all night on the computer (like I usually am w/Laura haha). But I usually aint on the computer that late no more cuz the fuckin thing freezes after like 3 hours. I guess too much activity + it shuts down... Sorta like a 70-yr-old dude after his Viagra wears off. Haha Im funny. nah jus playin. Anyways so Im now here typing this. So lets talk about how people are...
Northies: The Northies for now? Well I havent seen many of them... besides Kelli. + Kellis good. We share the same problems + we miss those silly guys far away in the BX... even though missing them is worth while (well to me it is). But shes my workout partner + motivates me to do what I never think I can do. We balance each other out, as Ive said before. + we're going to NYC together + we're gonna have the time of our lives + nothing + I mean NOTHING will ruin our good time! (lol right Kel? haha) So for the rest of the Northies... besides the Leaders crowd (who are all good I do believe)... well theyre fine I guess. Theyre all still alive so ya. hehe...
Attleboroians: Now the Attleboroians? Hmm. First theres Adam. *sigh* welll what to say about him. We chilled today + that was good... like old times. I wish he'd decide to take me to his prom, but all this shit about commitment or somethin is just messing everything up. Anyways Idk how that shits goin down. Its far too complicated to explain anymore. Moving on to... Dan. I luvvv my hunny to death, + we've probably grown closer cuz of this whole not going to school thing... which is bad I know + Im working on it. But we talk + I luv him + he always makes me laugh. + we watch tv shows + then call each other back + talk about them. K so we're corny. He just had his first road lesson yesterday + hes workin on gettin his GED so Im proud of him. Anyways next theres Eric. Eric just bought a red convertible (so I heard thru like 3 other people) + 1 said its nice + the other said its a piece of shit. Hmmm... Idk what to believe. All I know is that I havent had a late nite conversation w/Eric in a while. I think his parents keep takin away all the phones so hopefully Ill get to talk to him this weekend. Thatd be nice. Next theres Craig. Saw him when we went to lunch + had suchhh a good time. (: All I know is he still wants Shaela + hes supposed to go to the Sr. prom w/her friend. Then theres Ricky. Ricky I miss a lotttt since hes always at college. But I see him like every other weekend w/Dan haha. + we have our great times + our VERY late nights + just our awesome memories allll together. I havent seen him since me, him, Dan + Eric went out to Friendlys but that was awesome! Then theres Jimmy. Me + Jimmy hadnt really talked until recently about the whole Battle of the Band thingy for Leaders. We're supposd to chill later today + thatd be really fun since I havent seen him in like the longest time... Even though this guy on tv lookd a lot like him lol. Colleen? Well I feel really bad cuz recently she just failed her road test, but Ik that she'll do better + she'll get her license soon. Ok Im basically done for the Attleboro people...
Leaders kids: Leaders people have been good I believe. Erins amazing as usual. That girl always keep me in check + shes taught me SO much. I havent talked to her since like... Tuesday (ya thats a long time haha), but Im SO souped for Spring Break w/her + Melissa! Ahhh its gonna be SO awesome! Everyone else? Lets see... I talked to both Kevins today. I cant WAIT to see KC in NYC! + Grimsley? Well Idk if he's even goin to his own overnight. I hope so cuz theres still the slightest chance that I might be goin (if Becca + Christie dont mind lil Miss Missy taking a public bus to Springfield for the overnight lol). Ooo + I talked to Lisa today too! God I miss her SOOOO much! Shes the main reason why Im even attempting to go to this overnight. But she gave me the ideas for a bus ride to the overnight. Idk wtf Im gonna do, but I love my lovely Lisapuff + I miss her unbelievably! O ya I forgot to mention my own Woody from my club! Well Woodys good haha. I think hes stressin SO much about prom... unlike me. Im just excited for it to hurry up + get here! I still need to get the boutineer + book my hair appointment. O ya + I gotta pay Andrew for the limo too. Ahhh! lol But its all good. Thats something I dont need to stress about. But I luv Woody nevertheless cuz hes silly + he brings that out in me. :-) + I got texts from Michelle... who tried to help me out w/this overnite business. That didnt work out but I still love + miss her. I think Danielle might come down to visit this weekend if I dont go to the overnight. I have NO idea about that though. Cuz if theres no overnight for me then Im MADDD busy on Saturday still w/volunteer work. So anyways... I miss Phubzy too... aka Phoebe. I sent her a text on Easter + I have no idea if she got it but sure. Im hopin to see her too when I come to NYC. Yayyy! And then lastly theres Nate. Since its officially Friday, yesterday was his biiiig 18th birthday! I told him that like a bajillion times. But heres a new one. HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY NATE! YOU ROCK! + I really really miss you! K... so Im left w/the BX Leaders. I think they need a separate paragraph lol...
BX kids: Well the BX kids seem pretty good. I talked to practically all of them yesterday + tonight. Fed was mad at me lol. Danny was yelling in the background on the phone about how much he loves me lol. Marcus loves me too, just like I luvvvv him. Jimmy said hey... even though it didnt sound like him haha. I miss him muchooo! I talked to Laura + Jason online tonight as usual. Laura was givin me advice like she always does cuz shes a cool chick like that + she always keeps me hopeful. She was also yellin at me to get to school which I should really do too. Idk about next week but Im hoping Ill muster up the courage to go. + then theres Jason. We hadnt talked all that much last night but then it got good + Im glad we still keep in touch cuz I love talkin to him. Yes + its always a disappoint that NYC is so far away. *sigh* But I keep in touch allll the time. So its all good right? I hope. I just wish I could see everyone SOOO soon. Well theres my NYC trip + then theres Spring Rally too so yayyy! K I think Im done updating on Leaders people...
Leaders (in general): Well we had our usual meeting on Tuesday. Becca informed me that we're not going to the overnight... or at least that shes not taking us. So bus to Springfield it is! Anyone wanna pick me up from the bus station in Springfield? Come on you good Samaritans! Volunteer! But I need her permission + my parents' permission to take a bus there + back. Mommys said no so far... but if I beg + Im good today then ;-). Maybe... you never know. Its possible. Ok back to the meeting. We also were informed that we still didnt get rally forms yet. Surprise there? No. But we WILL... or at least me + Kelli WILL... or at leastest (not a word... I know) I WILL be going. NOTHING is gonna stop me damnt! NOTHINGGGG! haha Ok Im starting to get delirious cuz its now 7:17 am. *sigh* lol Ok so at the meeting, our concert committee talked about the Battle of the Bands. We pushed the demo tape date WAYYYY back to April 25th so those who are interested, get your tapes in! We also get a cool activity in finding commonalities among groups. It was cool. I enjoyed it lol. Then I went to work out afterwards w/Kelli. Enjoyable night? Id say so. Moving on...
Birthday: Well the majority of birthdays are over... EXCEPT FOR ONE! Todays Adam Lapointes 16th Birthday so of COURSE I gotta do a shout out! HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ADAM! HAVE AN AWESOME DAY HUNNY! + dont worry... Ill try to do something special for you. (: So the big 1-6 for Adam! K thats it for birthdays. I already told ya about Nates birthday. + Manni's birthday was yesterday too. I doubt she reads this, but I sent her a text sooo Im all set. I think Dannys birthday is coming up on like the 10th. I guess Ill havta give him a birthday hug + kiss when I go to NYC. Ha I aint complaining about kissin him lol. jk jk My kisses go elsewhere ;-). Anyways moving on...
Closing: Ok thats it. Im truly callin it quits. Im WAY too tired to type anymore + ½ this entry I just copied + pasted. Ugh I need sleep.... now. But I do love how everyone copied that Personality Match thingy! I love being a trendsetter... even if I did steal it from Colleen lol. + I think Im giving up on the overnight. My mom came down + yelled at me a lil bit ago + she said no... again. *sigh* Ill just need to wait until Spring Rally to see my Liiiiisa. *tear* I dont wanna wait... but I havta. K Im rambling + its... 8:28am + me + Dan both still havent slept yet. Im gonna go eat my oatmeal that my mommys makin me + either fall asleep or go shower. Goodnite... well Good day to all of you. Lata kids. (:*-
love always,
~*Missy*~
...Boy you got me doing things that I would never do. And I can't stop the way I'm feeling if I wanted
to... Boy only you can make me feel. And only you can take me there...
... It's got to be the realest thing that I have ever felt. And I'll do what I got to do to keep you for
myself...*