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I am ready for that glowing happy moment. I don't really care what part of my life I get it from, I just want it. I want to feel important to someone, and I'm not talking about my mom or my friends. I feel so useless right now. I clean the house and I work. I work only three days a week, I don't know how much longer I can work only three days a week, I am so much better than that. I need something to keep me busy, I am smart and I feel that I need to use that because I'm afraid I will lose it, and that scares me. I think that scares me more than being alone, at least its a close second...lol. And I sure one day I will find someone but sometimes I wish it was sooner that someday.