Sep 09, 2006 21:38
So my horoscope today said:
Although almost everything in your life seems to be going well, dear Aries, today you might find yourself in a bit of a panic. You might have a temporary fit of fear that it won't last. However, this is most likely due to your deepest insecurities flaring up. Don't read too much into it, and don't pay any attention to the doubts expressed by others. Believe in yourself, continue to work hard, and keep moving on ahead.
I really have been in a panic and I don't know why. My mom called me last night and it really through me off, I hate it when she crys I mean I never see my mother cry and lately she has been doing it a lot and it scars me.She is the strongest womean I know and to see her breakdown that that scares me and makes me wounder if i will be able to ever handle myself.
School sucks I hate it with a passion right now, I mean it's not really hard or a lot of work but I hate it But I guess it will get better.
And me and men... I really don't know whats wrong with me, there are two very nice, very deceant young men thats like me and i don't do anything about it instead i fall for guys that don't like me, I think that I have always been that way too. I guess I want this guy that does not exist...
who knows