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Becaue I know not many read this anymore... I will miss you and I did really love you and I was jealous, as you were too and wither of us would really say that, But the thing is I never lied about seeing anyone, I know that you got mad when I did but you never really told me you just said you can do what ever you want. And Derek I hope that you do read this one, Because I really am not talking behind your back, I will say, or have said, the same things in front of you, and you know that. And I really will miss you, We had some good times together, and I'm not trying to be a bitch right now, really I'm not, but that is how I put up a defense. So I mean you can say what you want but I hold what we had to my heart, all but that last week or so because that was just the wrong way to do things, I think and yeah but you tried with you best judgment... maybe later we can be friends...