Apr 17, 2005 15:41
special thanks to lauwa and geeves for cheering me up! haha your post made my day...
I've realized it's pointless to get so emotional over such trivial boys. They'll get their wake up call to reality and when they do I hope it knocks them on their ass. :-)
Moving back to GA would have been the worse decision of my life. I have so much more to live for down here in FL!!! Met so many amazing guys! Most recently, Mark.
So, I'm quite content to keep livin it up the way I was before I got sidetracked with Clayton Stewart! *You can think I'm not over you, but I am Clay... you being a dick was just what I needed to push myself further down here. So I thank you and your player ways. Have fun being miserable for the rest of your life! When I'm done with gettin my Masters and happily married, I might think of you and once again thank God that we didn't work out... it would have been the BIGGEST mistake of my life. So, Thank you!!!!*
And Mark... thanks for being you! It means a lot to me just havin you around! And who knows what might happen...