Damn
Well, I keep forgetting that I have this journal thing. Haha@me! :o| But oh wellz. Maybe if I actually remembered that I have this...maybe I wont be feeling the way I have been feeling?!? Who knows?!? Oh wellz.
Watch, in another couple of months...I'll remember I have this and then I'll update again. Hahahahahaha :)
Well the last time I wrote something in here was about 2 months ago or whatever. And I said LOTS of shit has happened. Well even more shit has happened :(
The main thing right now is I'm EXTREMELY DEPRESSED!!!! :( It sux and I hate it. But fuck, there's nothing I can do about it right now.
I dunno, I'm just feeling COMPLETELY EMPTY inside. I LOST track of who I am. I DON'T know what I wanna do with my life anymore. I'm just a mess. I'm SoOo FUCKIN SICK AND TIRED OF HAVING TO PUT MY FUCKIN LIFE ON HOLD!!!
Don't get me wrong, I don't mind because I'm helping my family...but FUCK!!! I can ONLY HELP FOR SO FUCKIN LONG UNTIL I END UP LIKE THIS! DEPRESSED!
I dunno...I'm not even gonna get into it right now. SoOo, I'm gonna end this for now.
<3,
Me
Watch, in another couple of months...I'll remember I have this and then I'll update again. Hahahahahaha :)
Well the last time I wrote something in here was about 2 months ago or whatever. And I said LOTS of shit has happened. Well even more shit has happened :(
The main thing right now is I'm EXTREMELY DEPRESSED!!!! :( It sux and I hate it. But fuck, there's nothing I can do about it right now.
I dunno, I'm just feeling COMPLETELY EMPTY inside. I LOST track of who I am. I DON'T know what I wanna do with my life anymore. I'm just a mess. I'm SoOo FUCKIN SICK AND TIRED OF HAVING TO PUT MY FUCKIN LIFE ON HOLD!!!
Don't get me wrong, I don't mind because I'm helping my family...but FUCK!!! I can ONLY HELP FOR SO FUCKIN LONG UNTIL I END UP LIKE THIS! DEPRESSED!
I dunno...I'm not even gonna get into it right now. SoOo, I'm gonna end this for now.
<3,
Me