wow ... the past few day ... =S
welp!! things with me and Victor (Vicky as Sarah-ara calls him!) are GREAT ... the only thing that sucks is the distance right now but thats going to go change muahahaha!! ... i'm still debating on weither or not i'mma want him here for Christmas/New Years because of the stuff with my mom and having the girls from my Sunday School Class spending the night and what not and i don't think i'd have all the time with him that i want. i haven't loved someone this much in a long time and its scary and great all at the same time. theres so much about him that i love!! ... whats great of all is how he makes me feel so loved and cared about ... we're able to mess around with each other and be fine after i love it! ...
a male friend of mine is having relationship problems!! =S ... i can't help but be worried because i don't want to see him hurt! ... the chick that he's dating or whatever a few weeks ago told him she was doin' school work and yesterday she said that has so much work now because she was putting it off earlier ... well wouldn't that mean she lied to him a few weeks ago?? ... i dunno i'm stayin' out of it thought ... keeping my mouth shut to everyone! ... one thing thought that totally baffels me is that like her best friend told him she thinks that he should leave her!! ... why would your best-friend do something like that?? ... the only thing i could think of was maybe his gf told her to tell him that because she doesn't want to be with him anymore but doesn't want to hurt him or something *shrugs* i dunno ... its so weird ... this girl and i started being friends again and that pretty cool ... shes not all that bad at all ... but i've been friends with the guy a lot longer ... whats in the past is in the past ... i just don't want to see my male friend hurt because he was hurt with his last relationship ... oh well i guess. thats just life isn't it?? ... i dunno ...
anyway!! ... schools goin' good ... math is so much easier then history!! my god i'm sooo farkin' glad its over!! ... 2 sem. of math i've already taken though =S ... i could do it though ... ANYWAY!! ... i'mma get going ... i still have a crap load of stuff to do in my room ... still moving stuff back into it and putting stuff in my dresser and entertainment center and what not and a heavy ass night stand!! ... welp bye byes!!