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Do you ever just feel...really cheated? I know it's wrong for me not to feel...grateful and blessed to even get a single present. I really usually don't care what I get. But it's just sorta...a bad feeling when... you get clothes...clothes. only clothes...something you could go any time with your mom to go get. It's something they don't have to think about...care about...just go into a store and pick up something with the right size. I asked for ONE thing...a new digital camera because mine sucks ass. one thing. Usually my mom gets us all one big thing and the rest small lil things..like clothes. I didn't get anything and I just sat there watching everyone else get things that people actually thought about....cared about if they'd like it. I just felt...cheated. I don't know why... and I know I sound like a spoiled bitch, but. I just felt....cheated and I can't shake it.