Fat Craziness. Crazy Fatness.
Futzing around on my FB last night, and ummm, looking at all the old pictures of me from 2005 til around now.
Even when I thought I was at a "good place" in college, looking back, I was big.
Looking back at myself for some reason was a real eye-opener. In a new way.
I can't go back, won't go back. Even when I'm married, pregnant, kids, I'll be that athletic yoga mom who eats tons of veggies. I know better, I want better.
I was so unhappy, sad, depressed when I was bigger. Felt even more undesirable. My body issues were 10x worse...I really don't want to have to deal with all that again.
I love realizations.
Even when I thought I was at a "good place" in college, looking back, I was big.
Looking back at myself for some reason was a real eye-opener. In a new way.
I can't go back, won't go back. Even when I'm married, pregnant, kids, I'll be that athletic yoga mom who eats tons of veggies. I know better, I want better.
I was so unhappy, sad, depressed when I was bigger. Felt even more undesirable. My body issues were 10x worse...I really don't want to have to deal with all that again.
I love realizations.