Me
Ok so I am still finding out who I am as a woman. I know that I love to be loved but sometimes it is hard for me to love in return. Why is that? According to one of my friends, I love the chase of a relationship but I get bored once the chase is over. I am trying to understand what is it I like about a man and things like that but I find myself putting up a wall with potential dates. Is that normal? I have not been single that long and this caffine is making me stay up way later then I should. I tell you, working at a coffee shop has its up AND its down. I am learning how to be early for work, either that or get fired. I am going to see Martin Luther and Cody Chesnutt tommorow. I am so excited, I have worked hard this week and need a release. The painter is coming by on Sat. to look at my room and to give me and estimate, I hope that it is something reasonable that I can afford. I am really looking forward to being able to redo entire room. I am at such a differenct space and in my life and i feel like I need my room to reflect that. It is my safehaven and my place where I think, sleep and relax.
Continuously working on music, If anyone has a studio they do not mind me in to start and finish the demo, let me know. Still working on self development, it is a struggle to look at yourself outside your self but if I don't do it, I will never progess. So here are the things that I know:
1) I have lived a good life
2) I am spoiled ( but not in the bratty way, in the pampered way)
3) I appreciate my blessings and realize they can be stripped at any moment
4) Life has no garunttes
5) Always have a back up plan
6) Never put all your cards out on the table
7)Do my best, if I dont do it, who will?
8 live my life, not the life others intended me to live
9)work hard. play hard.
That's what I have so far, I am sure there is more self realization to come.
Continuously working on music, If anyone has a studio they do not mind me in to start and finish the demo, let me know. Still working on self development, it is a struggle to look at yourself outside your self but if I don't do it, I will never progess. So here are the things that I know:
1) I have lived a good life
2) I am spoiled ( but not in the bratty way, in the pampered way)
3) I appreciate my blessings and realize they can be stripped at any moment
4) Life has no garunttes
5) Always have a back up plan
6) Never put all your cards out on the table
7)Do my best, if I dont do it, who will?
8 live my life, not the life others intended me to live
9)work hard. play hard.
That's what I have so far, I am sure there is more self realization to come.