Sep 24, 2006 22:13
I've spent the last two days scrapbooking my trip to Victoria...I'm nowhere near being done, and to make matters worse I got a creative block and my album is sitting downstairs half finished and I have to pack it all up tomorrow and if I want to work on it again I'm going to have to find a time when ppl will give me the basement for atleast a day where I can completely make a mess and not have to clean it up right away. So far my album is looking good.. I'm drawing a blank on the last few pages and do a title page for the album...I had this wonderful idea when I was in Victoria but now that I'm not there I can't get the things that I needed to do it.. Like a map of the city and where Rick used to live. But now I don't have access to that map to get a high quality photocopy of it.
I can't wait until this album is done and I can look at it and remember the best vacation I've ever had.
Looking at pictures and different things all day has caused a headache that I can't seem to get rid of.
I've had this wonderful idea for what I should do with my birthday. I want to have a halloween themed party. Yes I've read the new Martha Stewart Living Magazine and I can tell you it scared me too! but they had soo many cool things in there that i want to try them all and have a fun little albeit childish halloween party. I want to make a cake that is home to little marshmellow ghosts! and they have candy monsters!!!
I've been so depressed lately that I've lost sight of the fun things we used to do a children. I remember waiting until the last period of elementary school for the class halloween party. In grade 2 we had an all day haunted house and it was soo fun! I was one of the witches! I also remember that they cut me out of the year book! But I just want a day of pure childish fun.. I don't want to be a grown up anymore i want to be able to just pick up and disappear. Last year I disappeared for a week and it felt good! If I try to disappear for a week, it won't work cause I'll have to go to work. The only reason i was able to disappear was because I had like no shifts that week. As much as I love having the hours and the pay is decent I want my freedom to leave back.
I've had a cough since I've been back to Victoria and it sucks cause I haven't been able to go over to Isabelles and visit with Kianna, I can't go over until I'm 150% better. I don't want to risk Isabelle or Kianna's health, because it could have really horrible consequences. I miss them like hell, Kianna is like a niece to me, I've never had a niece but I feel like she's a part of my family because I do look to Isabelle like a bigger sister, she's been places and done things that I can only imagine doing, and she's always been there when I had boy problems.
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