Please stop!
emotionally drained...
I am now the amusement of a couple people. Stop posting about me on your myspaces and talking. Get a life! If you really get so much happiness from someones pain... you are sick! ...hm... This has happened before but to someone else. goodness, GROW UP!(I wish people wouldn't have told me about the posts and the things that are being said. I could have lived without knowing that.)
I write so that I can think out my thoughts. So I can let go... So I can focus on what is important. I keep reading that quote hoping something will click as it has done before. ..uhg..
I guess when he said he loved me he lied. No one who truly cares about another, would want to cause so much pain. He should have told me from the beginning that he didn't want to be with me. Be sincere but truthful. A month of tears were wasted. A year of memories kept, learned from, passed.
I WISH GUYS WOULD LEAVE ME ALONE!!! Let me have some time to myself and stop pushing a relationship. I will just run away if you push. Just be my friend! I want to figure out what I need and want. I need to think about everything.
I will be the strong person of this situation and not feed the fire any longer.
I am now the amusement of a couple people. Stop posting about me on your myspaces and talking. Get a life! If you really get so much happiness from someones pain... you are sick! ...hm... This has happened before but to someone else. goodness, GROW UP!(I wish people wouldn't have told me about the posts and the things that are being said. I could have lived without knowing that.)
I write so that I can think out my thoughts. So I can let go... So I can focus on what is important. I keep reading that quote hoping something will click as it has done before. ..uhg..
I guess when he said he loved me he lied. No one who truly cares about another, would want to cause so much pain. He should have told me from the beginning that he didn't want to be with me. Be sincere but truthful. A month of tears were wasted. A year of memories kept, learned from, passed.
I WISH GUYS WOULD LEAVE ME ALONE!!! Let me have some time to myself and stop pushing a relationship. I will just run away if you push. Just be my friend! I want to figure out what I need and want. I need to think about everything.
I will be the strong person of this situation and not feed the fire any longer.