*friends cut*
the reasons:
mainly because your journal hasn't been updated in AGES, and i'm paraniod about having inactive journals on my list. because you dont comment, or because i dont comment to you, which isn't fair. or because of some other commpletely insain reason, thats way to out there to mention. =P. or i've made a mistake and cut you by accident. if ( Read more... )
i just wanted to give you an explanation, because i dont want you to think that you have done anything wrong, i know its a bit pretentious of me to think that i have had such an impact on you, but i would hate for that to stop me from giving you an explanation and for you to feel badly.
the reason is for one of my paranoid reasons, its the age difference, lol. i know it sounds really silly, but i dont feel i am mature enough to offer you anything. you have never done anything wrong by me, and i just wanted you to know that. i honestly loved reading your journal, and thank you so much for giving me a chance to do that. the love you have for your daughter is just amazing, its something that the world doesn't get to see enough of.
i honestly hope that one day you will wake up and be able to see all the beautiful aspects of yourself. because you have so many. i believe that your going to get well, in the mean time i am worried for you, and hope that you are coping ok. i will be looking out for your posts in the communities we are both in to see how you are going.
you have a very beautiful girl, and when people compliment you on her, they are complimenting you, because she could not be that beautiful, sweet andinnocent with out you and your love.
smile lauren, your such a beautiful person, you deserve to be able to see that for yourself.
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